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Love on the Bus
Part One
Adam is alone in his dressing room getting ready for the final show of the Season 8 American Idols Live tour. “I can’t believe this tour is going to be over” he thinks as he carefully applies his charcoal eyeliner to each eye. He begins smudging the eyeliner slowly with blue shadow, taking care to apply the same amount to each eye. Adam sighs as he begins working with his palette of blue and silver shadows, like an artist on canvas, he paints his eyes to create his signature look. He thinks back to the very beginning and realizes that this American Idol journey has changed his life, it has changed him. It has presented him with so many opportunities and blessed him with some lifelong friends. It’s been a whirlwind experience but one night in particular will be burned into his memory forever. The sexual banter between he and Kris was, for the most part, a running joke, at least to the media and the public, but Adam always knew…he always knew there was something there, something between them that made their friendship something very, very special. He never planned to act upon it; he never banked on anything happening between them. Adam had resolved himself to that fact, at least until that night…
Just three weeks earlier Kris had approached him and expressed an interest in a sexual encounter. Adam was both shocked and thrilled! After some discussion about how it would go down and all of the consequences considered, both he and Kris agreed that this was something they both wanted to do. It was the most erotic, loving and exciting 12 hours of Adam’s entire life! The passion was raw and electric between them. It came in huge waves and they yielded to it and rode it out as one! Kris’ wanton desire for Adam sent him over the moon with ecstasy as they explored all the possibilities of sexual pleasure. Afterwards, they had a very long talk and agreed that it was a once in a lifetime thing and they made sure that their friendship was completely intact.
A knock at the door jolted Adam back to reality. A stage-hand stuck his head in the door “You have 10 minutes.” “OK, thanks”. Adam felt a little sad as he packed up his make-up for the last time. He put on his jacket and chains, took one last look in the mirror and walked out the door. As the lights came down on Danny’s set Adam heard the familiar roar of the crowd as his intro played on the big screen. He smiled to himself. “Hey Adam”, Adam turned to see Kris walking towards him. “Good luck tonight” “Yeah, thanks man, you too!” Adam gave Kris a knowing smile and Kris gave him a thumbs up as he disappeared down the hallway. The first notes of ‘Whole Lotta Love’ played and Adam said out loud to himself “And here we go…” He stepped onto the stage, took a firm hold of the microphone and belted out his best ‘Whole Lotta Love’ ever! His final set was incredible and Adam felt the love that flowed so unselfishly from the crowd of adoring fans!
After the show and signings the producers had planned a huge celebration for the Idols at the venue. They were to spend the night at the hotel, get up the next morning and do some press, then catch their respective flights that would take them all their separate ways.
At the end of ‘Don’t Stop Believin’ the Idols remained on the stage for a full five minutes. They were cheering on the roaring crowd and taking bows. Finally, they exited the stage, arm in arm. Adam returned to his dressing room to change clothes and then prepared to go outside to sign autographs. There was an amazing crowd of fans and he took his time and signed for all of them. Kris was there signing as well and Adam looked up several times to see Kris looking at him with some very sad puppy dog eyes. Adam would just smile at him and Kris would smile back. They were going to be OK.
Feeling a little drained, Adam decided to take a short break before making an appearance at the party. He felt the twinges of a headache in his temples. He decided to seek some solace on the tour bus. Adam was getting his book out of his duffle bag when he heard someone behind him. He turned, book in hand, and was a little startled to see Kris standing there.
“Hey Kris. Thought I’d take a break before the party. Tonight’s crazy you know?”
“Yeah, it is” Kris said, looking down at the floor. He looked up and stared at the book in Adams hands.
“Feel” he said. “Hmmm I bet I can guess what that book is about.” Although his tone was joking, his eyes were dead serious.
“Kristopher, you could not be more wrong” Adam said and laughed. “I do have other interests in my life besides sex my good friend.”
“Yeah, of course” Kris said nervously, still looking at the floor.
“So Kristopher, what’s on your mind?” Adam sensed that Kris wanted to talk to him about something.
Kris paused for a moment took a deep breath and looked up into Adam’s eyes. His look was both stern and wanton.
“Adam” Kris said, stammering…”Adam, you remember that night right?” a slight blush spreading over his cheeks.
“Are you fucking kidding me? Of course I remember! Best night of my life!” Adam felt a slight tug in his groin as he smiled at Kris.
“Is something wrong?” Adam asked growing a little bit concerned.
“Well” Kris shoved his hands in his pockets and started nervously rocking back and forth on his heels “Well, the thing is I kinda been thinking about that night….like a lot”
“Yeah?” Adam said as he laid his book down on the bunk.
“Yeah” Kris said softly, digging his hands deeper into his pockets.
“I can’t STOP thinking about it Adam! It’s getting fucking ridiculous!”
“I’ve tried so hard to leave it alone, but I just can’t” Kris slowly looked up at Adam.
“Kris, what are you saying? I thought we agreed…”
“I know what we agreed Adam” Kris’ voice was soft and a little sad.
“But things are different now…I mean with me…I mean I…”
“Kris, we agreed it would just be a one-time thing…you’re married for Christ’s sake and I’m in a committed relationship with someone that I care for” Adam was beginning to feel nervously excited but did not let it show on his face. He had never for a second wanted it to be a ‘one-time thing’.
“Spare me the lecture OK?” Kris’ voice sounded both hurt and angry.
“I know all of that…but it doesn’t change things…at least not for me”
Kris looked Adam square in the eyes “So it’s fine with you to just leave it this way? Is that all it was for you, just a one night stand?”
“Kris, God no! You have no idea…it’s been hard…I was just trying to do what’s right!” Adam felt a lump rising up in his throat.
“This couldn’t be a more fucked up situation, I know that…but it is what it is…and dammit I want it…”
“Kris” Adam said softly
“I want you Adam! I’ll never stop wanting you!” Kris was visibly shaking.
Adam felt tears stinging his eyes, he opened his mouth but no words came out.
Kris took a step forward, closer to Adam.
“Tell me that you want it too Adam…please” It broke Adam’s heart to see Kris in so much pain and torment.
“Kris, it’s not about what I want…or what you want…it’s about…”
Kris’ eyes glistened with tears but he spoke angrily.
“OK. Then tell me that you DON ’T want it…right now and I’ll go away!”
Kris took another step closer to Adam, both arms by his sides with his fists clenched
“I…ummm…Kris…you know…what we had was wonderful…it was incredible…but…”
Adam realized that he was staring at Kris’ lips remembering how they felt, how they tasted…his eyes roamed to the veins in Kris’ neck, tense and throbbing. He looked into Kris’ dark eyes locked onto his…suddenly Kris’ arms were around him, his face buried in Adam’s neck. He felt Kris’ warm breath on his skin as the emotions began to flow through his mind and his body and he knew resistance was futile.
Adam drew a deep breath, breathing in Kris’ smell, and wrapped his arms around him squeezing tightly.
“Kris” Adam whispered “Oh God baby”
“Adam” Kris’ spoke into Adam’s neck, his lips warm and wet. The feel of Kris’ lips on Adam’s skin sent electric sensations all over his body.
“Kris, baby, tell me what you want” Adam whispered into his hair.
Kris’ mouth found it’s way to Adam’s ear and he whispered, breathy and staccato “I…want…you…to….come…in…my…mouth”.
“Oh God, fuck Kris….baby…yes…this is crazy…yes I want it too!” Adam felt his blood rushing through his body and he felt his cock getting hard. He lowered his hands and cupped Kris’ ass and pressed him closer.
Before either could say another word Kris’ lips were on Adam’s, warm and wet and hungry “Adam, I want you so bad!”
Although Adam felt like he should be the one who was in control of this situation he also knew most definitely that he was not. Neither of them were. The passion and desire between them was simply too strong to resist.
Kris was kissing Adam softly, soft moans coming out of his mouth and into Adams . Adam broke away from Kris’ lips and talked into his hair “I don’t know Kris, do you think its safe here?” he said in a desperate tone, glancing around the empty bus.
“Yes…everyone is at the party…I locked the door when I came in…all the blinds are closed”
With that, Adam took Kris’ face in his hands and kissed him, hard and hungrily, plunging his tongue into Kris’ mouth, exploring. Guttural moans formed in Kris’ throat and escaped through his mouth only to be met with Adam’s.
“Oh fuck Kris….”Adam said as he felt Kris’ hands lift his shirt and run up his belly and chest. He lifts Adam’s shirt up over his head and throws it on the floor. Kris’ hands and mouth are all over Adam’s chest and nipples, kissing, rubbing, nibbling.
“Oh Adam…you taste so damn good…I just want to taste you…every bit of you…all of you”
Adam’s breath escapes his lips in a gasp as he feels his bulging cock straining the zipper of his jeans.
Kris slowly slides his tongue down Adam’s belly as he drops down to his knees.
“Oh shit…Kris…oh my God…I can’t believe this is happening” Adam speaks in gasps.
Kris quickly unbuckles Adam’s belt and looks up at him as he slides his tongue along the waist of Adam’s jeans…just behind the button.
“Damn Kris you are driving me insane!”
“Mmmmm…you taste so good Adam”
Kris unbuttons Adam’s jeans and pulls the zipper down slow.
“Adam I want to suck your cock and feel you come in my throat” Kris’ voice is soft, deep and jagged.
Kris tugs Adam’s jeans down to his ankles. He helps Adam step out of them and throws them aside. Now with Adam standing fully naked before him Kris just looks for a moment.
“Oh Adam…fuck man, I fucking love you so much…you are so fucking beautiful!”
Adam feels a flush of heat spread over his body and a lump forming in his throat.
“Kris, I love you too…I’ve always loved you dammit!” Adam feels such a surge of emotion and passion, it’s like nothing he’s ever experienced in his life.
Kris leans forward and begins to lick Adam’s hands, his mouth hot and wet. A moan escapes Adam’s mouth.
Kris moans and talks while licking and sucking on Adam’s fingers.
“Mmmm…Adam you taste so damn good!”
Adam feels his cock rise higher as Kris’ hair brushes up against it.
“Baby…Kris…please take my cock in your mouth…I want it so badly!” Adam is dizzy and feels the adrenaline racing through his veins
Kris looks up at Adam as he begins to lightly lick and lap at the head of Adam’s cock.
“Oh God…Kris your mouth feels so warm and wet and incredible” Adam leans his head back and plants his feet a little wider on the floor.
Kris applies some suction while stroking the base of Adam’s cock with both hands.
“Mmmm…” Kris’ moans reverberate on Adam’s cock causing Adam to gasp
“Oh fuck yes…Kris baby you’re doing it so damn good!” Adam’s voice is dirty and sexy sounding
Kris takes more and more of Adam’s cock into his mouth, slowly inching deeper and deeper. He swallows on the head and Adam moans “Oh God…Oh God Kris…damn oh my God!” He feels his thighs begin to quiver as he strokes Kris’ hair.
Kris grabs Adam’s hips and guides them forward, pulling Adam’s cock in and out of his tight mouth, making sure to hit the back of his throat each time, slowly at first, gradually quickening the pace.
“Ohhhhh…” Kris moans with each thrust and tightens his lips on Adam’s throbbing cock…over and over…wrecklessly, Kris rides Adam’s cock with his mouth.
“Oh my God Kris…I’m gonna come” Adam feels himself about to go over the edge.
Suddenly Kris slows and pulls off of Adam’s cock. He looks up at Adam and gives him a teasing look that is tinged with strong desire. His lips are shiny, red and swollen.
“Kris…baby” Adam says feeling himself teetering on the brink of orgasm.
Kris takes his fingers to his mouth and slides them in and out, covering them with his saliva and Adam’s pre-cum….he reaches his hand between Adam’s legs….a gasp escapes from Adam’s lips and he spreads his legs wider.
Kris touches his moist finger to the place just behind Adam’s balls and Adam moans ”Oh fuck Kris…”
Kris massages the moisture around Adam’s ass and then gently enters him with one finger.
“Oh fuck Kris….oh baby…that…feels…oh shit…Kris” Adam feels he is speaking in tongues from pure ecstasy, not even understanding the words coming out of his mouth.
Somewhere deep within his mind Adam knows that they are too loud, that someone outside could hear…but he’s helpless to stop it…he doesn’t give a fuck!
Kris inserts a second finger and plunges them deep inside Adam.
“Oh shit Kris…oh my God baby…oh fuck yeah”
“Oh Adam you feel so good baby…SO DAMN GOOD…your tight ass squeezing my fingers”
Kris takes Adam’s cock back into his mouth, gently sucking the head while he fucks Adam with his fingers increasingly faster and harder.
Kris’ mouth slides up and down Adam’s entire cock in rhytmn with his fingers
”Oh fuck Kris..oh my God Kris..”Adam screams!
“I’m going to come Kris…oh…fuck…oh my God!” Adam feels his orgasm building, swirling around and around and growing larger and larger…Kris’ fingers plunging into him his warm wet mouth swallowing Adam’s cock over and over again…
Adam’s muscles tense and he explodes into Kris’ mouth!
A long wail escapes Adam’s lips. Kris sucks hungrily and moans uncontrollably his lips flush on Adam’s body, his mouth locked on Adam’s cock.
Adam takes Kris’ head into his hands and tilts his hips towards Kris’ mouth…wanting to give him everything! Kris sucks hungrily as Adam’s hips jerk with each spasm as he comes deep into Kris’ throat.
“Ohhhhhh fuck baby…” Adam says in a low whisper as his spasms finally subside.
Kris feels Adam’s knees buckle, turns him towards the bunk and eases him down to a sitting position, still gently sucking on Adam’s cock until it is soft and pliable.
Adam feels high, like he’s floating or flying. Kris remains between Adam’s legs, with his cock still in his mouth, gently, gently sucking.
Adam strokes Kris hair. “Wow…Kris…baby…that was incredible…amazing…” Adam’s voice is slurred and sexy sounding.
Finally Kris looks up at him, his eyes sparkling and black.
“Oh Adam….I….thank you…that was…I don’t have words….amazing….you are so incredible” Kris’ voice catches in his throat as he kisses Adam lightly on his inner thigh.
“Adam…I love you…you know I love you right?”
“Yes, of course I do. There is no way that something as incredible as that could come from anything less than love”.
Adam pulls Kris upwards and kisses him. The kiss is passionate and scorching. Adam hungrily lapping and exploring Kris’ mouth, tasting his own cum.
Adam can’t help but think how this situation is both incredible and bizarre. He chuckles to himself a little and whispers into Kris’ ear
“I find it very ironic that the best lover I’ve ever had in my life is a straight guy. You are one hot little pistol and I knew it the first time I laid eyes on you.” Adam mimics a growl and bites playfully on Kris’ neck.
“Thanks man that means a lot coming from you. I don’t think I have to tell you that you are the hottest man on the planet. You are simply impossible to resist.”
Kris sits back on his heels and presses on his cock uncomfortably.
“Kris baby…” Adam says in a breathy voice…”Whatever you want, just tell me, I love letting you call the shots. It’s a new experience for me, being more submissive. It just feels so RIGHT with you….whatever you want baby…just tell me”.
“I want to make love to you again” Kris says with urgency in his voice.
“I’ve relived that memory over and over in my mind a thousand times. I need to feel you again, just like that”.
Kris pulls a comforter and pillow from one of the bunks and creates a makeshift bed on the floor. He motions for Adam to lie down on his stomach. Adam smiles at him sweetly and obeys. Standing above Adam’s naked body Kris begins to remove his clothes…
“God…Adam…you are so fucking beautiful…”
to be continued…
Kris removes his clothes and kneels down beside Adam. He slowly runs his fingers up the back of Adam's leg, over his cheek and up his back as he lies down beside him. Adam turns to face Kris. Without a word they are arm in arm, legs entwined, two naked bodies writhing, hands roaming everywhere. They kiss, long and lovingly and Adam feels that now familiar rush of emotion. He feels like, at this moment, there is no one else in the entire world, nobody and nothing except he and Kris in this moment...
Adam can feel Kris' hard cock rubbing up against his body.
"Kris" he whispers softly, "make love to me".
Kris begins to rise then bites his lip. His voice cracks as he tries to speak.
"Adam, I thought we were never going to be together again."
Adam lies his head back on the pillow with a serious look on his face.
"Did you REALLY think that?"
Kris bites his lip again..."No! No...I couldn't bear to let myself think that...I knew...somehow...some way..."
Kris leans down and kisses Adam once more, hungrily and wet! Kris pulls off the kiss with a jerk and looks at Adam, his eyes full of desire and desperation as he smoothes a strand of hair out of Adam's eyes.
"I have never, in my entire life, wanted anything or anyone as much as I want you right now Adam."
"Kris" Adam says, reaching up and brushing Kris' cheek with his hand, "Me too...me too baby".
Kris raises his eyebrows at Adam and smiles...Adam instinctively knows what he wants and obediently rolls over on his belly, rises up on his knees, spreads his legs wide apart and lowers his head onto the pillow, stretching his arms out over his head. Adam breathes in a deep, cleansing breath and realizes that submitting to Kris is the most erotic and thrilling thing he has ever experienced. It's an overwhelming feeling of love, trust and freedom that sends Adam's emotions running through him like a freight train. He immediately feels his cock getting hard again.
Kris positions himself behind Adam between his legs. He places a hand on each of Adam's cheeks and gently spreads them apart. Kris leans in close and Adam's breath catches in his throat as he feels Kris' warm mouth gliding on his skin. Kris takes the first taste of Adam touching gently with his tongue. Adam feels a shock of electricity course through his body and his cock. A moan escapes his lips. Kris swirls his tongue around Adam's ass, alternately licking and sucking as he hears Adam's moans become louder.
"Ohhh...baby...Kris...baby...I never knew...I never knew it could be this good" Adam sounds dreamy and high.
Kris buries his face in Adam's ass swirling his tongue around and around.
"Mmmmm...Adam you taste so damn good" Kris talks into Adam's skin, his mouth hot and wet.
"Oh baby...Kris touch me...baby I need to feel you on my cock!"
Kris reaches his hand around to stroke Adam's rock hard cock. He strokes him gently while continuing to suck and lick him...
Adam is moaning..."Mmmm...Kris...feels...soooo...good baby".
Suddenly Kris' tongue becomes firmer and Adam feels it enter him in short, quick bursts...over and over again.
"Oh God...fuck...Kris...you make me feel so good baby".
Suddenly Kris moves away from Adam and reaches for his jeans.
"Whaaaa...what are you doing?" Adam asks speaking in short gasps.
"Lube" Kris says, "I brought some and a condom" Kris' voice sounds completely desperate.
"Damn, you came here expecting to fuck me didn't you Kristopher?" Adam looks back at Kris and smiles sexily.
"HOPING....not expecting....but definitely hoping".
Kris quickly pulls a small container of lube and a condom out of his pants pocket. His hands are shaking as he opens the container and applies a small amount to two of his fingers.
Adam gasps as he feels the slick warmth on Kris' fingers massaging him and then sliding inside him.
"Oh Kris...yes baby...feels so damn good".
Adam can feel Kris' rock hard cock touching the back of his thighs...
"Kris...oh fuck baby...more, give me more!"
Adam leans his hips back as Kris plunges his fingers in and out of him, deeper and deeper.
"Oh fuck Adam...I want to fuck you so bad baby!!"
Kris inserts a third finger into Adam. Adam arches his back and pivots his hips, rocking into Kris' fingers over and over again.
"Oh God baby....Kris...please fuck me Kris!!" Adam is talking into the pillow, both hands gripping the blanket.
"Fuck..."
Adam feels Kris remove his fingers from inside him, hears the rip of the wrapper and then...feels Kris' hands gripping his hips.
Kris slides into Adam slowly but deeply...
Adam's mind is searing with the feel of Kris filling him up.
"Oh Godddddd Kris!"
"Oh yes, yes, fuck yes!" Kris speaks through gritted teeth as he slides his cock into Adam, deeper and deeper inside.
Adam looks back at Kris panting...
"Oh God baby...you feel so good inside me!"
"Adam...damn baby" Kris' grip on Adam's hips tightens as he grinds into him even harder, over and over again.
"This...is...what...I...want...oh...God...I...have...to...have...YOU...Adam!"
Kris' thrusts are so powerful that Adam feels himself sliding on the blanket. His head buried in the pillow...he feels dizzy, spinning, like he and Kris are weightless...fucking in mid-air!
Adam rises up and grabs hold of the bunks on either side of him to stabilize his body...he pushes his ass back, rocking into Kris as Kris thrusts into him. Kris reaches up and drags his nails down the entire length of Adam's back.
"Oh fuck!" Adam arches his back and begins rocking himself back into Kris harder and harder...
"Fuck me baby...fuck yesssss!"
Adam doesn't recognize the voice coming out of his mouth. He hears moans and wails and sex noises all around him. His mind is spinning, his body is on fire.
Kris reaches around and takes Adam's throbbing cock in his hand as he slows his thrusting down to a smooth steady rhythm...
"Oh Kris...oh baby" Adam moans...he is freely and completely giving himself to Kris and it feels so wonderful!
Adam feels the emotions swelling up inside him...swirling, swelling, building...
"Oh God Kris.."
Kris kisses Adam's back as he slowly fucks him and strokes him...
"Come for me baby..." Kris mouths into Adam's skin.
He tightens his grip on Adam's cock and increases the pace of his strokes...
"I want to fuck you forever!"
"Oh God Kris...oh God...I'm coming!"
Adam feels the white, hot burn flow through his body...he feels Kris' cock inside him and Kris' hand stroking his cock, faster and faster and...he can't stand it any longer...it's coming faster and faster...he knows they're too loud...he doesn't care!!!
"Kris...baby...yes fuck me...suck me...love me! Oh my Goddddd Kris!"
"Come for me baby...yes...oh fuck yes Adam come for me!"
"Ohhhh fuck Kris...yessssss!!"
Adam's body tenses as he explodes in Kris' hand. He sees nothing but a kaleidoscope of colors as his body rides a tidal wave of pleasure, fireworks going off in his brain....a loud groan builds in his throat and forces itself out of his wide open mouth...
"Oh yes baby" Kris says softly, still slowly fucking Adam as he continues to stroke every last bit of cum from him.
"Ohhh Godddd" Adam sighs as he melts down into the pillow..."Ohhh Godddd Kris".
"Oh fuck yes Adam I love to make you come."
Kris gently nudges Adam to slide his knees up underneath him...legs spread wide...Kris takes a firm grasp of Adam's shoulders and drives his cock even farther inside...his thrusts are short but hard, he barely pulls out at all as he continues to grind deeper into Adam...
"Ohhhh fuck yes, Adam...yes, yes...you feel so damn good!"
Adam feels sweat drip onto his back, he feels Kris' strong hands squeezing his shoulders, he feels every rock hard muscle in Kris' body grinding up against him!
"Oh Adam...oh fuckkkkk!" Kris' voice is deep and desperate and rough.
Kris' hands dig deeper into Adam's shoulders as he pulls out and thrusts one last time...hard and deep inside Adam...
"Oh Goddd...Kris!"
Kris thrusts harder and harder, not pulling out at all, his pelvis glued to Adam, his cock digging deeper and deeper inside...Kris groans with each thrust...
"Oh hell Kris...Oh my God!" Adam feels something stirring deep inside him...it's a feeling he's never felt before...
"Kris...Kris...OH MY GOD!!"
Adam feels it building and building as Kris' cock digs deeper and deeper inside him..
"Adam...oh baby...Adam...oh fuck yes...baby...I'm coming...baby...yes!!!"
"Kris...OH MY GOD!!! Kris...what's happening??"
"OHHHH FUCKKKKKKK..."
As Kris explodes inside Adam...Adam feels an internal orgasm that swirls deep inside of him, welling up and exploding out of his cock...it rocks his body in multiple quakes!
"OHHH MY GODDDD!! WHAT THE FUCK?" Adam screams as Kris continues to throb inside him...
"Adam baby...oh yessssss..yes...yes"
They remain locked together Kris collapsed on top of Adam, for several minutes, panting and shuddering as their simultaneous orgasms finally calm and then subside.
Finally Kris rouses and slowly and carefully pulls out of Adam and without a word goes into the bathroom and closes the door.
Adam slowly stretches his body out and although the endorphins are still flowing he's vaguely aware of soreness in more spots than one. He rolls over and lies on his back, clasping his hands behind his head on the pillow.
"Wow" he says out loud to himself.
Kris returns with a warm washcloth and kneels down on his knees facing Adam.
"Are you OK?" he asks quietly as he begins to wash Adam off, taking care to be gentle.
"Of course I'm OK. Are you?"
"Ummm...yes I'm more than OK Adam...I just...did I hurt you? I don't know what came over me."
"No, you didn't hurt me. But ask me tomorrow."
Kris' face looks both scared and hurt.
"I'm kidding Kris!" Adam smiles and winks at Kris.
"You were amazing...incredible...I don't even have words! You are so passionate and intense...and HOW did you learn to do those things so well?"
"Adam, YOU are what brings that out in me...I've never been like that...ever with anyone else! I don't even know how I knew...it just came naturally, it felt so natural and so damn right...with you...it's all for you Adam."
Kris lies down and Adam wraps an arm around him, Kris snuggles up into Adam's underarm.
"I can't believe this is the last night...I can't believe the tour is over."
"Well let's not be sad. We both have bigger and better things to come."
"Adam..." Kris whispers into Adam's chest.
"Yes baby" Adam says as he strokes Kris' hair.
"Adam...I....I love you."
"I love you too Kristopher...I will always love you" Adam closes his eyes squeezes Kris tightly and kisses his hair knowing now, more than ever, that he most definitely would.
Kris returns to the party and Adam makes an appearance later. They mingle and celebrate stealing cautious glances at each other from time to time. Exhausted and spent Adam thanks everyone, excuses himself from the party and takes a cab to the hotel.
Once in his hotel room, Adam removes his clothes and goes into the bathroom. He stands in front of the mirror looking through his own reflection, thinking only of Kris and their time together. He speaks directly to himself pointing an accusing finger "What the hell are you doing? What the hell have you done?"
Adam notices the bruises beginning to appear on his shoulders and his hips. "Mmmmm...Kris...baby" he smiles at himself in the mirror and says "You're in big trouble Mr.....you're in over your head this time!"
Adam climbs into the shower. The hot water feels good on his achy body and eases the pounding in his temples. But his mind continues to relive every moment as his hands move over his body. He gets out of the shower, dries off and towel dries his hair. He puts on a pair of shorts and climbs into the bed.
Feeling both happy and confused he picks up his phone and checks the time. "3:00 am...but it's the shank of the evening in L.A." Adam sighs heavily as he dials Drake's number.
to be continued...
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