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Not so Happy Sunday, April 1st, 2012

It's been a lazy weekend so far and I've got to work a little while today. Weather is beautiful but what I've done mostly is veg out and sleep. Last week I worked a lot and didn't sleep well so I got caught up on my sleep and feel human again.

Someone at work told me about this video that she had seen on the local news and I had to go find it. Remember back in November when one of my co-workers was killed in a cross-median car crash on her way to work? Well apparently the accident was caught on film by a public transit buses on-board video camera.

    

I drive a stretch of US Hwy 280 every day to work and back. A stretch of road on which 2 of my co-workers have been killed by cross-median crashes on their way to work. In both accidents (which happened within a few thousand feet of each other) the person traveling in the other direction crossed the median and hit them head-on. In both accidents there was no guardrail or median barrier, only a one-foot high, 6-foot wide concrete curb separating opposing traffic traveling at speeds up to 60 miles per hour.  There was also another accident along this same stretch where a young girl traveling from Florida to a state north of Alabama either coming home or returning to college after a visit home who fell asleep and crossed the median (nothing but grass) and struck and killed a local woman on her way to work. This is obviously a problem and I only wonder how many more people have to die before 'TPTB' decide it's justification enough for them to lay out the money to make this highway safer. This highway goes on for miles and miles and I have to travel it for a solid hour to go visit my daughter. The vast majority of the highway has no guardrails or median barriers of any kind.

And just a reminder to ANYONE who tries to buck the odds and drive when you are sleepy....PLEASE pull over, get off the road and take a nap.

To 'TPTB' you need to do two things:

a)install median barriers

b)educate people on the dangers of driving sleepy

Everyone thinks they would never fall asleep behind the wheel of a car but obviously it happens all the time.

RIP Laura Campbell and Gina Clark

 

Sunday, March 11th, 2012 Hey @adamlambert look at this cool Eye of Horus thingy I found :)

I had a busy, busy weekend....at least by MY usual weekend standards. But first....

Adam Stuff

Things are going fabulous in Adamland :) He has been traveling all over the country doing promo for Trespassing.  There have been many wonderful acoustic performances and many, many lucky Glamberts have won passes to attend and get a meet & greet with Adam. It's been so exciting :) Unfortunately I wasn't one of the lucky ones but I enjoyed following along online and on Twitter. Adam made some appearances in the South too. I always love it when Adam is closer to me. He didn't come to Alabama but he did hit the big ATL. I tried to win passes to two different radio station appearances but alas my non-residence in the great state of Georgia disqualified me.

Like Adam's dark and light sides I have an internal struggle between my impulsive and reasonable sides. My impulsive side wanted to call in sick to work, drive to Atlanta and hang around outside the venues with the other exiled people in hopes of just a glimpse of him walking in or out or maybe being able to hear him singing inside. My reasonable side scolded me for even thinking such a thing. I knew I couldn't afford to blow off an entire tank of gas on such a frivilous trip especially when I knew I had to go pick up my daughter on Saturday and take her home on Sunday (which is almost a full tank of gas in itself). So sadly my reasonable side won and I stayed here and went to work :(

Adam gave a select group of people a treat by performing Trespassing, Chokehold and Cuckoo at a magazine party concert in Atlanta. We were very lucky to get some videos. I'm in love with every song I've heard from the album so far and I.CAN'T.WAIT to get it and hear all those tracks :)))

ps: A little birdie named Twitter told me that Adam is in Washington, D.C. and played the actual tracks at a club on Saturday night :))))  Sauli flew to D.C. to join him which is good. Hope they are having some quality time together ;)

 

Weekend Fun and Shopping!

My daughter came to visit and spend Saturday night with us. I enjoy hanging out with my children. They are my two best friends in the whole world. We had some drinks, laughed, talked, watched movies and cooked a giant batch of homemade soup. 

Saturday afternoon my daughter and I went to the mall so she could buy some clothes. I was also in the market for a new pair of sandals for work as the weather is getting warmer and my old ones broke so I gave them to the dog so she could add them to her chew toy collection.  I found a nice pair in the first store we went into and bought them. They are black (of course). Done and done.

My daughter likes to shop for clothes and she likes to take her time. Instead of standing around watching her shop I wandered off by myself. I don't go to the mall very often so every time I go I'm like a kid in a candy shop. I went into Books-a-Million and perused book after book after book. Then I went down the entire magazine wall and looked at all of them. I had no idea there were so many magazines about specific things such as wine and guns. Then I bought myself a coffee and found a section of books I'd never seen before. It was full of books about music history and rock stars. There were books on Ozzy Osbourne, Led Zeppelin, Elvis, Michael Jackson, Madonna and also music eras and events such as Woodstock.  I perused and perused and perused while I sipped my caramel machiatto.  I could have easily dropped $500.00 in there but alas I was good and didn't spend anything except the $2.99 for my coffee.

By this time my feet were hurting so I found a bench to sit on to wait for my daughter to finish shopping. People watching is one of my favorite mall activities.  With the changing seasons and fickle weather half of the people were dressed in shorts and flip-flops and the other half in boots and jackets. All shapes and sizes.  Primo people watching. I took comfort in seeing so many people tugging at their lycra-infused jeans as they walked along because I do that constantly. I find it ironic that this is supposed to make jeans more comfortable when all it does is make the jeans get stuck in weird positions every time you move.

Finally my daughter arrived with her many bags and I thought we were finally ready to leave...but NO...she wanted to go in one more store.  This was a new store that has opened up in the mall since I've been there. It's called Earthbound Trading Company and OMG...this store is awesome. It's all bohemian and shit, with lots of funky clothes and jewelry and lots of other cool stuff like homemade soap and candles....they even had mood rings y'all!!! We looked around in there for quite a while and just as we were leaving....I SAW THIS.....

EYE OF HORUS ALERT!!!!!! I didn't buy it and now I wish I had. I'm going to go back and get one.

Today before I took my daughter home she wanted to stop by this place called Plato's Closet.

They buy gently used high-end clothing items and re-sell them at deeply discounted prices. They also sell shoes and bags, jewelry and lots of other accessories. I was like WOW! I got sucked in and wound up buying two pair of NICE flip-flops and a funky pair of sunglasses for myself.

Super fun place and the atmosphere was great :)

(Can you tell I don't get out much? LOL)

 

QUINOA CASSEROLE UPDATE!

Since it is Sunday of course I'm making my Quinoa Breakfast Casserole (see my previous posts for a link to the recipe) for my breakfast next week. Last week I decided to add some carrots to the recipe and it was a great idea. The carrots added nutrition, of course, along with color, texture and flavor. I was partly inspired to do this by Sauli's Carrot Cutlets he shared with us and also because I had some carrots in the fridge that needed to be used.  If you add carrots to a recipe just make sure to adjust the size of them to your cooking time as they take a while to cook. Since I'm too lazy to shred them I use the pre-packaged matchstick kind and they work great. I put them in the pan before adding the onion to saute. Try adding carrots to your existing recipes both savory and sweet. They pack a major nutritious and flavorful punch!

 

The Wedding Planner

The wedding planning is coming along. My daughter got the invitations out this week. They are beyond precious :) A friend of hers who works at a printing company made them for her.

I love the 'G & H' carved into the tree. HOW CUTE IS THAT??? SQUEEEE

The dress is on layaway, the invitations mailed, the setting, reception, food, flowers, etc in the works. The honeymoon trip is planned but not booked. GET BUSY KIDS. They are taking the train to NOLA. How romantic :)))

I found out last week that due to the layout of the wedding location (Greg's parents back yard) that my daughter's entrance would involve descending a flight of stairs.  While most people would probably consider this romantic and dramatic (ahem....Adam??? Feelin' Good???) but to me it immediately triggers a panic attack.  I have an irrational fear of stairs that I involuntarily transfer onto anyone I care about. It stems from a fear of falling which stems from my lifelong fear of heights. This could be a problem....

Last week during one of our infamous and far too frequent 'fire drills' ...during which the building alarms go off (or are set off) and we are all herded like cattle down the stairs and out into the parking lot for a head count while we stand there enduring the heat/rain/cold until they tell us we can go back inside.....I got a chance to have a chat with my friend Bonita who asked me how the wedding planning was coming along....I told her about the 'stair dilemma'....and she had a fabulous idea.....

HAILEY SHOULD WEAR FLATS!!!! PERFECT :))))

Luckily Hailey was agreeable to the idea. So I am now tasked with finding the perfect pair of flats or ballet type slippers suitable for a wedding. I am also tasked with finding her some pearl stud earrings as well as some blue boy short panties and a red garter. Honestly overstock.com has become my new best friend. I am also providing the h'or derves for the reception...still working on that item too :0

Cheers to the Happy Couple :)))

 During our long drive time this weekend my daughter and I noticed we passed not one but two different high schools where we had gone for away football games when she was in band. We both miss it very much. I thought I'd share some of the almost 100 videos I made during her 4 year tenure in the HOMEWOOD PATRIOT MARCHING BAND. Good times :)

Here are a few of my favorites :)

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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It's a Beautiful Morning! Sunday, March 4th, 2012

Adam stuff

I did a little review of my 'unopened Adam stuff' collection yesterday. Mine is probably small compared to some other people's but I'm proud of mine all the same.

I have 2 unopened 'FYE' standard release and the wonderful UK 'Tour Edition', one unopened 'Glam Nation Live' CD/DVD set and two lovely WWFM singles that a lovely lady from England sent to me. I just recently bought the 'Sleepwalker' single. The unopened 'Acoustic Live' that I have is the original limited edition with the blue edge. I have the other one too and it's long since been opened and played. I still need to get the 'Better Than I Know Myself' CD single and I need to purchase another 'FYE' the Japanese edition because the one I had perished in my daughter's totaled Honda :(

ps: that is NOT my beer in the picture. I bummed it from my son to marinate some burgers with. I can't stand beer in a can.

Some gorgeous new Adam photos were released this week from his FAULT magazine shoot. It spawned a worldwide trending topic '#ItsAdamsFAULT' with some great tweets about all the things we do for the love of Adam :)

I was selected as a winner of one of the Hans Haveron Skeleton Key pendants by Skins and Stones \o/ I get to choose between the medium bronze and the mini bronze keys. I haven't decided which one I want yet. This pendant is an exact replica of the key inside the Hans Haveron painting 'Sepia's Secret' which is owned by Adam and is on display in his home. Adam was so taken by the key that he got a tattoo designed in it's image and so the pendant idea was born.

I'm super excited! This pendant will be added to my collection of Adam's Infinity symbol pendant and the Peace pendant (both gifted to me by lovely Glambert friends). Now if I could just get one of those original Eye of Horus pendants *sigh*.

 

Good Eats

This week I made my usual Quinoa Breakfast Casserole that I eat for breakfast every day. I've got this one down to  a science to have a healthy, low-fat breakfast on the go when I'm working.

I also made another batch of homemade soup and made a giant booboo. I used a different kind of diced tomatoes called 'Spicy Red Pepper'.  I wondered how spicy they would actually be and I even tasted them before putting them into the soup.  They seemed a 'little' spicy to me so I only used half of the can. While I love spicy food as does my son he has a tendency to get heartburn and I was awakened in the middle of the night to hear him moaning and groaning in pain :( I felt awful!! Note to self: If the word 'spicy' is actually part of the NAME of the food item....it's probably spicy!! Sorry buddy, my sincere apologies to your esophagus.

 

BIG NEWS!!

The big news of this week is MY DAUGHTER IS GETTING MARRIED! NEXT MONTH! I met up with her and her future Mother-in-law, Cheryl yesterday to shop for a wedding dress. They had already gone to a few places on their way from Childersburg to meet me in downtown Homewood.  Hailey had already found what she thought was 'The Dress' at a pricey boutique in the Galleria but alas they did not have a layaway and this presented a problem; luckily we got lucky in Homewood.

First we went to a place called Bridal Bliss which is located in the heart of Homewood on what is called the 'Bridal Block'. It's in an old house converted into a bridal boutique. It was small, hot and crowded. We did not have an appointment and were largely ignored by the staff who were busy helping other customers. We browsed the price tags of a few gowns and quickly left :( Too pricey for us!

I had found a place called Second Elegance online. It's a bridal consignment shop located in Edgewood. The web site said that appointments were required on Saturdays but we decided to go anyway and hoped that they would at least let us look at some dresses. The proprietor greeted us when we came in the door and was super friendly. She said we could look at some dresses and Hailey could try some on as soon as a fitting room became available.  We were presented with a rack of about 25 dresses in Hailey's size.  By the time we eliminated the ones that were too expensive and/or not to Hailey's liking we wound up with two that she wanted to try on. This got serious very quickly and I immediately pulled the owner aside and inquired about her layaway plan. She was more than willing to work with me \o/.

Hailey immediately fell in love with the first dress. It's absolutely gorgeous and accentuates her beautiful bosom and curvy figure amazingly well. No pictures....you will have to wait for those :) So I put the dress on layaway and we all heaved a collective sigh of relief! Once I get the dress out of layaway I will pass it off to Cheryl who will hem it and re-attach one loose button on the back. Next weekend Hailey and I will go shopping for her shoes and jewelry :)

With the dress checked off our list we then walked over to New York Pizza and had lunch. With not much time and a very tight budget this wedding will take some creative planning. We discussed many details about the wedding, reception and the kids honeymoon trip to NOLA. So much to do but it will be fun :) I'm going to be in charge of hor d'erves at the reception. Cake, flowers, invitations, tuxes, music, photographer and those all important trip reservations (which is being done by the kids themselves - get busy guys!).

I enjoyed meeting Cheryl and spending time with her and Hailey. My baby girl is growing up.

More to come on the wedding plans. Have a great day :)

 

 

Sunday, February 19th, 2012

I'm not a professional writer...I'm not a professional anything....well I may be considered a professional Adam fan....too bad that's not a real job that comes with benefits and a paycheck. Oh the possibilities :) But the thing is I would love to be a professional writer. I love to write and I think I'm pretty good at it. I write part-time for an online site called The Content Authority and it's great. I make a little bit of extra money and get to write about a wide variety of topics ranging from the best brand of adult diapers to finding real estate in Zephyr Hills, Florida. Seriously. It's good practice but the instructions are pretty strict and once I'm paid for the content it is published in places I never get to see and I'm not credited as the author. When I write from a creative place it seems I can only write in the mornings when I have ample time and lately I haven't been inspired OR had that ample time at the same time. Ha. That sounds like an excuse but it's really true.

SO......I'm going to try to just write in my blog and try to get the creative juices flowing or something like that. If you read it great, please leave some comments. If you don't read it that's OK too.

Morning

I've been sick for the past week. I was seriously ill on Thursday and Friday and had to muster up a tremendous amount of 'get up and go' to make myself go to work.....miserable and sleep deprived but I survived the workweek and I'm taking it super easy this weekend so that I can be well for next week. I've definitely noticed that it's a lot harder to shake off these minor illnesses and keep up with life's daily responsibilities when you get older. Oye!

Last night I slept pretty good. I went to sleep with my bedroom TV on VH1. Early morning I found myself gently awakened by a familiar tune....it was Adam singing 'Better Than I Know Myself'. For some reason I looked at my phone...hmmm nope it wasn't coming from my phone. Then I rolled over and looked at the TV. His video was playing on VH1. Smile :) Snuggle into my covers and fall back to sleep.

Sauli's Travel Woes

Poor Sauli! What a horrible thing to happen. I can't even imagine. I've only flown cross-country a couple of times (including connecting flights in horrible airports) and it's quite exhausting and uncomfortable even when things go smoothly....middle seat anyone?

I'm glad that Sauli is being independent and traveling on his own in the US. I think that's important for him and for their relationship. I get lambasted by some Glamberts every time I mention this wild idea but I will continue to stand by my opinion. In my wildest romantic dreams I cannot fathom a long-lasting relationship out of Sauli being a 'kept man' with no personal passions or endeavors. I think that storyline works great in romantic novels but not so much in real-life relationships. Adam said they are working to find a balance and trying to give each other space and that's a good thing. I feel very strongly that Sauli himself is probably adamant about the fact that he do his own thing sometimes and not tag along all the while when Adam is traveling for work. As we've seen he can fly in and be with Adam when time permits. And sometimes he stays home and does his own things. Ultimately it will be Sauli who has to make the most compromise and sacrifice and I have the utmost respect for him for that. I'm excited to see how they manage their relationship as Adam's chapter 2 progresses. Personally I hope he can come along on tour from time to time just for the full experience and I hope he isn't intimidated by the Glamberts LOL. Also so he can keep Adam feeling happy and ~satisfied so he doesn't get lonely or stressed out. But so is the life of a rockstar....it is tour buses and dressing rooms and lonely nights in hotel rooms. This is Adam...this is what he was meant to do and it's a fire inside him and whether or not Sauli is physically with him they always have their emotional connection to sustain them.

Anyway...sorry to get off on that tangent :) Back to Sauli's travel nightmare....it's nice that he was put up in that lovely hotel for the night and I'm sure the upgrade to first class was nice but that's not apt compensation for what he was put through. I saw a website someone posted on Twitter that explains the way passengers are to be compensated and it's very specific in dollars and cents as in he is due to be financially compensated for the value of his ticket times three! I hope he pursues this. I know I would.

I'm glad he finally made it home to LA and Mr. Lambert was quite upset by the incident but now that Adam is home I'm sure they are "laughing bout it". I find it kind of funny that the first time Sauli spends the night in the US somewhere other than LA, NY or Vegas without Adam is in freaking Minnesota. It's also kind of ironic....OOFTA!!

I love Sauli's writing. He's a great story-teller and I love the way his writing is often laced with ire and sarcasm. Although he's been living in the US continuously since July he did live the rest of his life in Finland and the US is apparently quite different. I don't expect the stories of wonderment, awe and 'what the fuck?' to end anytime soon.

Adam's Promo

Wow! Adam's promo trip back East was a whirlwind. So many appearances and performances. So many Glamberts got to meet Adam. Congrats to you all! Now that Adam is back home and the album delay is 'official' I wonder what's next? It seems risky to lose his momentum. I guess we will find out. I'm hoping for a new single to drop soon. I guess for now he needs a few days to rest up and the Glamberts need a few days to catch up :)

Good Eats

Yesterday I made a double batch of this great semi-homemade soup recipe that I made up. Now I have a whole crock full of it for later today. Yummy.




Until next time....have a great Sunday and feel free to leave me a comment below. While I appreciate that everyone has an opinion and you are certainly within your rights to disagree with mine please don't leave rude comments on my blog.

Thank You.

PS: I'm in the process of getting the soup recipe published on Yahoo and I will tweet the link when it is available.

 

Superman

This is a work of fiction inspired by a 'Twitter after dark' conversation, a scene from a movie and my own insane imagination. No offense is intended to Adam or his relationship. I wish them nothing but much love and sexy times :)

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Sauli was sitting outside on the deck enjoying his second cup of coffee and contemplating his next blog post when Adam popped his head out the door.

"I'm leaving doll. See you tonight."

"OK, can I have a.....?"

Adam blew Sauli a quick kiss and was gone.

Adam had been acting strange the past couple of days and Sauli was worried. He wanted to believe it was just the stress of the upcoming album release that was occupying so much of Adam's thoughts recently but in his heart of hearts he knew there was something else going on. Something wasn't right between them but he couldn't figure out what it was. When they had made love the night before Adam had asked Sauli twice, "Are you mine?".

"Of course I'm yours, are you crazy?" Sauli muttered to himself as he rose from his chair. He went into the bedroom to get his phone and his laptop to begin the days work. His feet froze to the floor when he saw a folded sheet of paper placed underneath his phone. Sauli's hand shook as he slowly unfolded the paper. Three twenty-dollar bills fell onto the dresser revealing a note in Adam's finest handwriting:

Sauli, my dear, I would like for you to meet me tonight to discuss an important matter. Please arrive at 7pm and do not be late. Just tell the cabby to take you to the Cecil Hotel and tell the desk clerk you are there to see Adam. They will give you further instructions.  I've enclosed your cab fare. See you then. Love, me.

Sauli tried to focus on his work but he was very preoccupied by the mysterious note and pending meeting with Adam. Finally he gave up on work and took a nice long shower. He took extra care getting ready. Sauli decided Adam was either going to propose to him or break up with him, either way he wanted to look his best.  He put on his best jeans, the only pair he owned that didn't have any holes in them and a plain, white tee. Black boots, gloves and his leather jacket completed the ensemble. He called for his cab at 5pm because he knew it could easily take 2 hours to get there and he didn't want to be late.

Sauli's cab arrived at 5:45. When he asked the cab driver to take him to the Cecil Hotel he looked Sauli square in the eyes via the rear-view mirror and said, "Why do you want to go there dude?"

"Please take me to the Cecil Hotel." Sauli stated emphatically as he slid on his sunglasses.

His mind raced with fear of being in an accident as the cabby darted through the traffic, violently starting, stopping and changing lanes all while cursing up a storm and honking his horn incessantly. Sauli welcomed the distraction as it got his mind off of worrying about what Adam was going to say to him.

Finally, after 50 minutes of watching his life flash before his eyes Sauli felt the cab screech to a stop, pitching him forward and then backwards in his seat.

"Here you are dude. The fabulous Cecil Hotel." The cabbies voice dripped with sarcasm.

Sauli handed him the 60 dollars and told the guy to keep the change.

"Thank you very much", Sauli said as he exited the vehicle. The cab screeched off into the traffic.

The Cecil Hotel was a massive building in a not so great part of downtown LA. It stretched some 20 stories into the sky and looked like something straight out of a horror movie. The foot traffic on the street was a mixture of suited people walking briskly with solemn faces, a few tourists wearing I heart LA t-shirts and many vagrant looking folk. Random bits of trash and papers blew up and down the street.

Sauli pulled his phone out of his pocket to check the time.  6:35 exactly.  He was 20 minutes early.  He so wanted to call Adam, just to hear his voice but he felt very strongly that his "see you tonight" was meant to convey that he did not want any communication with Sauli until their meeting.

The entrance to the hotel was flanked with a bank of massive glass doors detailed in brass. Sauli took a deep breath, hauled one of the heavy doors open and stepped inside the hotel lobby.  It was massive with a ceiling that looked like it was 60 feet high. In the center hung a giant chandelier. Sauli turned slowly in a circle surveying his surroundings and trying to locate the desk clerk. He spotted a short man standing behind a counter staring at him suspiciously. Sauli smiled at him and began to approach the desk.

He cleared his throat feeling nervous as he always did when he had to speak English to someone other than Adam.

"I'm here to see Adam", He stated assuredly.

The man's face showed no expression, he turned his back to Sauli facing a large wall of keys hanging on hooks. He took a key from one of the hooks and handed it to Sauli.

"Room 3D, 3rd floor, take the elevator"."

"Is he here yet?"

"No, not yet. Just go up there and wait."

"OK...thank you".

Sauli walked back through the massive hotel lobby and further into it's belly in search of the elevators. When he found them he was surprised to find one open and waiting for him. Sauli was slightly startled to find a man at the elevator controls.

"Which floor sir?"

"Ummm...3rd floor, room 3D."

The elevator operator closed the doors which looked like big, black iron gates and latched them shut.  He pulled a lever which caused the elevator to lurch and begin a slow ascent. The machine shook and jolted and made terrible screeching sounds. Sauli became terrified that the cables would break at any moment and send them plumeting to the ground. He silently thanked the universe that he was only going as high as the 3rd floor.

When they arrived the operator loudly announced "THIRD FLOOR" and lowered the lever locking the machine in place.  He opened the gates for Sauli to get off.  He was sure glad to get off of that death trap of an elevator and made a mental note to take the stairs when he left.

"Have a good day sir", the elevator man said as he closed the gates. The elevator screeched as it slowly disappeared from sight.

Sauli began checking the doors trying to find his room. He located room 3D at the end of the hallway right next to a door that said 'EXIT'. "Stairs", Sauli thought to himself. "Yay". "No more hazardous elevators for this walking weirdo", he said out loud to himself.

Sauli put the key into the lock and let himself into the hotel room closing the door behind him. The room was dark as the sun was just starting to set. A red light flashed through the lone window from the neon sign of the hotel next door. Sauli looked around the small, dank room. "Well this sure isn't the Standard", he chuckled to himself. During his brief but whirlwind romance with Adam they had already traveled so much that Sauli had become a connoisseur of hotels.

The room grew ever darker as Sauli groped his way around, searching for a lightswitch.  Once illuminated the room revealed to him it's furnishings: a dresser, bedside table, one chair and a bed dressed with a tacky red satin spread. On the bed lay a note. With much intrepidation Sauli opened the note and immediately recognized the handwriting.

My dearest Sauli, I hope that you have arrived safely. I would like to play a game. In the top dresser drawer you will find a silk scarf. Please remove your jacket and shirt and place them on the chair. Tie the scarf around your head, blindfolding yourself. MAKE SURE that you cannot see. Turn off the light and sit at the foot of the bed. Wait for me and I will come to you soon. Love, me.

Sauli felt momentarily out of body, like this was a dream or some kind of weird vision. He looked out the window watching the red light flash on and off. He did as he was instructed and removed his jacket and shirt and placed them neatly on the chair. He slowly opened the dresser drawer and his breath caught in his throat when he saw the black silk scarf. He held the scarf to his face and breathed it in, hoping it would smell of Adam. It did. This instantly set him at ease. He knew Adam would never hurt him. He trusted Adam completely.

Sauli checked his phone one last time before placing it in on the dresser. 6:50. Ten minutes left. He went into the bathroom to try to figure out how to blindfold himself with the scarf. The lightswitch made a loud click and flooded the room with harsh, flourescent light. Sauli tried several ways to see how to blindfold himself before he realized that he wouldn't be able to see. He folded the scarf neatly to a size that would properly cover his eyes and placed it across them. He tied the scarf in a tight knot behind his head and stood there looking up and down, moving his head in all directions to see if he could see anything. He could see nothing but black silk. "If this will make Adam happy, I will do", he whispered as he groped the bathroom wall, finding the lightswitch and clicking it off. Using his hands as eyes he found the lamp and switched it off then felt his way to the foot of the bed. He slowly seated himself in the center. Sauli could no longer see the flashing red light.

He sat for several minutes in the dark silence wondering what time it was. Suddenly the phone in the hotel room rang one time and startled Sauli so much that he jumped. Then he heard a key in the door. The door creaked as it slowly opened, Sauli felt the presence of someone in the room and got the slightest whiff of a familiar scent. Adam. The door creaked shut and Sauli heard the distinct sound of a door chain being put into place.

"Adam?"

Sauli felt a hand on the back of his head, fondling the knot in the scarf and pulling on it slightly.

"Adam is that you?"

Sauli reached out, trying to touch him but his hands were swatted away.

"Adam honey...."

"Shhhhhh...."

Hands spread his knees apart and he felt the presence of someone kneeling in front of him between his legs. A finger grazed Sauli's lips. He opened his mouth and the finger slipped inside. Another hand began to massage his cock through his jeans. Sauli was becoming aroused. He sucked hungrily on the finger in his mouth and swirled his tongue around it moaning lightly.

Suddenly the finger was extracted and strong hands gripped his arms. Lips were on his lips and a tongue was thrust into his mouth. Something felt different, this didn't feel right. It didn't feel like Adam. As Sauli began to squirm and protest one hand gripped him tighter, holding him prisoner in the kiss while the other hand tugged roughly at his jeans, trying to open them. Sauli struggled and fought with his free arm to extract himself from the man's grip. He tried to expel the man's tongue from his mouth so he could speak. He felt his zipper being jerked open. Sauli could take no more of this game. He reached up with his free hand and jerked the scarf from over his eyes. With a quick jerk of his head he managed to break away from the kiss long enough to shout "NO!"

Just that quickly the man let him go and retreated into the darkness of the room. Sauli blinked his eyes trying to focus his vision. When the red light flashed he saw Adam standing in the corner of the room. He was shirtless, wearing jeans and a long, black trenchcoat. His arms at his side, fists clenched. Each time the light flashed he saw Adam's stone-like face, felt his anger, felt his glare.

Sauli was gasping for breath, dazed and confused.

"So this is what you do when I'm not around?"

Sauli had never heard Adam sound so angry. He looked at the man still kneeling on the floor in front of him.

"What? Who is this guy? What is going on here? What kind of game this is Adam?"

Sauli was becoming angry himself and felt tears stinging his eyes. He did not understand.

"What difference does it make who he is?" Adam snarled, "He's not ME!"

"It's not a game. It's a test. And this is some guy I paid to come up here and seduce you."

"THIS is how you trust me? GODAMMIT Adam!!!"

Sauli ran to the door and jerked it open. The chain snapped it back shut. He struggled to free the chain from the track and slung the door open as he ran out. He burst through the exit door and ran down the stairs as fast as he could.  As he fled through the hotel lobby towards the front doors he heard Adam calling him.

"Sauli!!! Come back!!!!"

Sauli kept running out the doors and down the street. He was crying now and didn't know where he was even going. Adam burst onto the street.

"Sauli!! Sauli!!! STOP!!! Adam shouted and ran after him.

Sauli ran for two blocks with Adam in pursuit of him shouting his name. When he looked back he saw Adam running after him. With the trench coat flowing behind him like a cape he looked like Superman. Sauli was a strong runner and fast but his short legs were no match for Adam's gazelle like stride and he was quickly gaining ground.  Closer now Sauli could hear Adam's heavy breathing, his voice softer.

"Sauli....PLEASE stop!!"

The heavy footfalls were upon him, Sauli ducked into an alleyway and ran a few feet before Adam's arms captured him from behind, stopping their motion up against a brick wall. Sauli began to shake and cry as Adam held him tightly pressed up against the wall. Both men were out of breath and panting heavily.

"Baby...." Adam gasped, his mouth pressed up against Sauli's ear, "It was a test. I'm sorry....I had to know....but you passed".

Sauli spoke through tears into the wall.

"THIS way you test me? It was CRUEL Adam! SO cruel!!" Sauli sobbed.

"I KNOW it was cruel. I'm SO sorry. Please forgive me."

Adam began kissing Sauli's neck as he spoke.

"Please forgive me baby. I'm an insecure, jealous man. I just had to know that you're mine."

Adam loosened his grip on Sauli and prayed that he wouldn't break free and run away.

Sauli turned within Adam's arms to face him.

"I love you Adam. I love you with all my heart, with every breath my body breathe, I love you down to my soul. I never hurt you baby."

"I know you do....I know."

Adam took Sauli's face into his hands and they smiled at one another, that sweet, special smile that belongs only to them.

"I love you baby."

Adam kissed Sauli and it felt SO right. His wide open mouth flooded with wetness and the sweet warmth of Adam's exploring tongue. Adam threw the trenchcoat off his shoulders and let it fall to the ground. He wrapped his arms around Sauli's waist and pulled him tighter, pressing their cocks together.

"I want you right now baby," Adam panted as he kissed Sauli's neck and chest and dropped to his knees. He jerked the still partially unzipped jeans down and sucked Sauli's erect penis into his mouth right down to the base.

"Oh God baby", Sauli gasped and wound his fingers into Adam's hair.

Adam's mouth was so warm and wet and tight, Sauli knew he would come in no time. Adam moaned as he took the cock deep into his throat, his hands gripping Sauli's ass pulling him deeper and deeper inside.

Sauli's legs began to tremble and his body tensed as he pressed Adam's head to his body and released his orgasm into his lover's throat. Adam moaned on Sauli's pulsating cock and made him come even harder.

"Ohhhhhh Godddd baby!" Sauli lifted up on his toes as he shuddered again and again into Adam's warm, wet mouth.

Adam stood up quickly and began taking down his jeans. His rock hard cock sprung free.

"Damn....fuck baby....you're so damn good!!"

Adam plunged two fingers into Sauli's mouth getting them wet. He lifted Sauli up in the air spreading his legs wide, massaging the moisture into Sauli's ass, inserting his fingers and quickly working him open. He had to stifle a loud moan as his cock slipped into Sauli's sweet spot.

Sauli held Adam's neck tightly, all but impaled on Adam's cock.

"Oh God baby your ass feels so good...it feels so good to be inside you!" Adam sputtered through gritted teeth.

Sauli used his strong leg muscles to ride up and down on Adam's cock while Adam guided his ass.

"Oh baby...baby....this best love ever!!! You and I!!!"

Adam was moaning as Sauli fucked him harder and harder, faster and faster, leaning back he watched his cock disappear into his lover over and over again. Sauli felt the first quake.

"Oh shit baby....I'm coming!!!"

Adam's body convulsed, pressing Sauli's back up against the wall. His hands dug into Sauli's hips as his orgasm exploded and shook them violently.

Adam's face was buried in Sauli's chest as he gasped for breath.

"Oh baby.......I love you."

"I love you too Adam.  No worry...OK?"

Sauli kissed Adam's hair.

"OK...no more worrying...I promise."

Adam carefully lowered Sauli to the ground and they reassembled their clothing.  Both men stood bent over for a few moments, hands on their knees, breathing heavily, trying to recover. Adam picked up the trenchcoat and slung it over one shoulder. He and Sauli walked back to the Cecil Hotel holding hands, swinging them to and fro like little children.

The desk clerk eyed them suspiciously as they strode through the lobby to the elevator. Adam and Sauli just giggled and grinned at each other.

Back in the room the strange man was gone.

"Who was that guy Adam? Did you really PAY him to come onto me like that?"

"Haha...NO. That was my friend Josh. You don't know him but he sure knows you. He's been begging me to introduce you two for weeks. He has the hots for you. It made me jealous so I thought he would be perfect for the job."

"Let's take a shower", Sauli said as he took off his jeans.

"Yes...let's", Adam said stripping off his.

"Well......", Sauli teased as he prissed nude into the tiny bathroom, "he WAS a good kisser".

"Oh really?" Adam stopped walking and perched his hands on his hips.

"Yes...he was", Sauli turned and slid his arms around Adam's waist pulling him close, "but when he kiss me I only feel kiss on my lips and my mouth....when YOU kiss me I feel kiss all the way inside my heart".

Adam squeezed Sauli so tight he thought he might break in two.

Adam and Sauli laughed and joked in the tiny shower with the low water pressure while they bathed each other with the tiny little hotel soap.

Afterwards they dried each other off with towels the size of washcloths.

"You know....I have this room all night....we could stay if you want to."

"Sure babe", Sauli said as he towel dried his hair.

"Well we need three things: some whiskey, some water and some lube."

Adam winked at Sauli as he picked up the phone to place his order.

Surprisingly, the hotel was able to accommodate and even sent up a complimentary dinner.

"How nice", Adam said after he tipped the delivery person and shut and chained the door behind him. He squeezed one eye shut as he cautiously lifted the dome off the food plate.

"Chicken fingers and fries?" Both men started laughing hysterically.

Adam and Sauli propped up on pillows, nibbling on their dinner and sipping whiskey together. Adam was acting like his old self again. Sauli was so glad that the weird feeling between them was gone. Now he understood what it was all about. Now it was sure, no more doubt. It WAS a tough test but one he would gladly go through to prove his love to Adam.

They made love until the sun came up and with all the doubts and insecurities washed away their passion soared to new heights. Completely spent and one last passionate kiss good night, Sauli turned onto his side so that Adam could spoon him.

Adam nuzzled Sauli's neck, "Good night baby, I love you so much".

Sauli snuggled into Adam's warm, safe body, "I love you too.....my superman."

The End 

The Pleasure and The Pain

Note: This is a work of fiction inspired by a couple of tweets. It is not meant to disrespect Adam or his relationship. Wish them nothing but sweet, sexy times together :)

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Adam stood in front of the bathroom mirror preparing to shave. He took a hand towel and wiped the fog away from the glass, revealing his freshly showered reflection. Suddenly Sauli's face appeared in the mirror, shrouded in steam.

"Hey baby...whatcha doin?" Adam said, grinning at Sauli in the mirror.

Sauli slid his hands around Adam's waist and pressed his lips to Adam's warm, moist back. Adam could feel Sauli's pert erection pressing up against the back of his thighs through the towel he had wrapped around his hips.

"Oh really?" Adam wiggled his ass playfully pressing back into Sauli's belly.

Sauli's hands were firm on Adam's hips as he pulled them back towards him.

"Tonight....I want you." Sauli spoke softly into Adam's skin.

"Oh really?" Adam played coy but he knew what Sauli wanted.

Since they had been together and their relationship had grown the sex had just gotten better and better. Sauli was such a sensual, submissive lover and always surrendered himself completely to Adam with complete trust and abandon. Adam's mouth watered just thinking how Sauli had let him explore his beautiful body with his mouth. Gently at first, then more forcefully as Adam licked and lapped and sucked Sauli's delicious entrance. Always helpful, Sauli would hold his own knees up high and far apart, leaving Adam's hands free to spread his beautiful cheeks apart as he penetrated Sauli's hole with his long, hot, wet tongue. It was sheer bliss! Introducing a finger and then two and then three Adam skillfully finger fucked his boyfriend while he watched his beautiful face and listened to his coos and ahhs. When Adam could stand it no longer he would enter Sauli, slowly and carefully....inch by precious inch. Placing Sauli's feet on his shoulders Adam would lean fully over Sauli as he began to fuck him. Slowly at first, eyes locked on each other, shuddering as the slick, hot, tight feeling spread over their entire body. They were one. Quick, quick, slow....quick, quick, slow. Faster suddenly, pulling all the way out and slamming back inside over and over again...Sauli would moan and show the veins on his neck as his head jerked backwards. Sauli was the best fuck Adam had ever had in his life and he knew the feeling was mutual. Fucking his beautiful lover so hard and fast with such intense heat and passion. The sweat, the moans and screams! Adam had made Sauli come without so much as a finger on his dick and, of course, feeling Sauli's hot cum spray on his belly always made Adam come immediately and so damn hard he often thought he would pass out from the intense pleasure. But there was one thing that they had never done.......yet

Suddenly Sauli jerked the towel around Adam's hips loose and it fell to the floor. One hand encircled Adam's now fully erect cock as the other hand massaged Adam's buttcheek in a gentle, circular motion. Adam began to moan softly as Sauli stroked his cock with one hand and the other swirled curliques on his asscheek.

Their eyes met in the mirror. Sauli spoke again.

"I want you tonight." he said as he drew his hand back and smacked Adam's ass as hard as he could.

"Owwww! Damn baby!" Adam whined, feeling both surprised and annoyed.

Sauli blew Adam a kiss in the mirror and quickly left the bathroom, closing the door behind him.

Adam stood alone in the bathroom shocked and bewildered as he reached around and touched his smarting asscheek. He could feel the heat from the slap, he could FEEL Sauli's handprint rise up on his skin. He turned around to survey the damage in the mirror. "Damn!!! What the fuck?" he muttered to himself.

Suddenly he remembered he had somewhere to be, retrieved his towel from the floor, wrapped it back around him and proceeded to shave his face. As he shaved he mentally contemplated what had just happened. He had NO IDEA Sauli could be so forceful. Adam had never really gotten the whole 'pleasure & pain' thing. To him it was just a line in a song. He never really understood how pain could turn someone on. But he realized he WAS turned on. He was, in fact VERY turned on. It felt strange and sexy and naughty...dirty even.  He had to go but he pulled his towel off and viewed his ass in the mirror one more time. As he gazed at the now vividly red handprint on his ass, he moaned and smiled. "Damn!!"

Adam quickly finished getting ready and met up with Sauli in the kitchen as he was on his way out the door. Things were kind of awkward between them but in a very sexy way. Sauli grinned at Adam but didn't say a word.

"So....I guess tonight will be the night huh baby?" Adam pulled Sauli close to him feeling his cock immediately begin to get hard again.

"Yes. I will be here waiting for you to return my love" Sauli kissed Adam, hard and deep as he ran a hand over Adam's throbbing asscheek.

"I will fuck you tonight baby", Sauli whispered to Adam as he was walking out the door.

At the studio Adam tried hard to concentrate on the song he was recording. Thank God he wasn't writing today as he could only imagine what kind of lyrics he would come up with. All he could think about was Sauli ripping his clothes off, throwing him down on the bed and spanking him hard, over and over again. Adam's cock ached all day long.

When Adam arrived back home Sauli met him at the door wearing only a robe. Adam immediately took his lover in his arms and breathed in his freshly showered scent.

"I've missed you all day baby", Adam whispered into Sauli's neck.

"I have special time planned for you tonight".

Sauli led Adam through the house towards the bathroom. Candles were burning throughout and soothing music was playing.

"Would you like a bath my love?"

"Yes that would be wonderful baby. Thank you".

Sauli started to run a bath in the large garden tub and added some scented oil to the water. Candles had already been lit all around the bathroom and it smelled of cinnamon and black cherries. Sauli began to remove Adam's clothing until he stood fully naked in front of him.

"Raise your arms over your head my dear and close your eyes" Sauli instructed and Adam did as he was told. Adam's body shivered with nervous anticipation as he hoped that Sauli would spank him again. Sauli's hands traveled over Adam's entire body as he walked around him in a circle, touching him everywhere and eventually pausing with very gentle strokes on Adam's asscheek.

"Handprint still there", Sauli mused as he began the circular motion he had used earlier. Adam braced himself as he was getting so turned on waiting for Sauli to smack him again. But he didn't. Instead he bent down and placed butterfly kisses on Adam's asscheek.

"Get into your bath my lover and I will go open a bottle of wine for us".

Sauli left the bathroom quickly and Adam was once again left standing alone, feeling bewildered yet extremely turned on. He lowered himself into the hot, silky water and leaned his head back on the back of the tub. He closed his eyes and breathed in deeply contemplating what this night had in store for him. Adam had never been good at being submissive. It was very hard for him to not take charge and be the dominant lover yet somehow with Sauli it felt different. There was so much love between them, so much passion, so much mutual trust.

Adam opened his eyes to see Sauli standing above him, naked now and holding two glasses of wine. Adam immediately began to shift his position to make room for Sauli in the tub.

"No my love, I've already had a shower. This is YOUR bath. I will stay with you."

Sauli handed Adam his glass of wine and seated himself on the rug beside the tub.

Adam smiled at Sauli and raised his glass, "Cheers baby".

"How you say...Nostrovia?" Sauli teased as they clinked their glasses together and both took a long sip of wine.

Sauli put one hand into the water and began to gently stroke Adam's thigh.

"You're so good to me baby. I love you so much", Adam was feeling so overwhelmed with love and pleasure he thought he might cry.

"I love you too Adam. I want to make love to you tonight". Sauli smiled sweetly as he found Adam's hand in the water and squeezed it.

It had been a long time since Adam had been on the receiving end but at this moment, with Sauli, his brain flooded with every good hormone his body had to offer at the thought of being spanked and fucked by his beautiful boyfriend.

Sauli's hand continued to stroke Adam's thigh inching closer and closer to his growing erection.

Adam's breath caught in his throat as he threw back his glass and gulped down the last of his wine.

"Let me get you another glass my darling. I want you to be very relaxed tonight".

When Sauli left the room Adam found his hand in search of his own virgin entrance. He closed his eyes as he spread his legs wider and began to massage himself the silky water serving as an excellent lubricant. Touching himself, thinking of Sauli he was getting so turned on he realized he was moaning. He opened his eyes to find Sauli standing there staring at him.

"I....uhhhhh", Adam stammered feeling embarrassed.

"I like watching you touch yourself, don't stop", Sauli poured another glass of wine and placed it in Adam's free hand.

Sauli resumed his seat on the floor and poured his own glass of wine.

"Now I want to ask you some questions Adam and you only need to reply with 'yes' or 'no'...OK?"

"Yes". Adam's speech was already becoming low and sexy.

"Ahhh...see I teach you well already" Sauli chuckled, "Close your eyes my darling".

Adam did as he was told, closed his eyes and drew a deep, cleansing breath.

"Are you nervous for me to make love to you Adam?"

"Yes".

"But do you want me to make love to you?"

"Yes".

"When I spank you this morning, did it scare you?"

"Yes".

"When I spank you this morning, did it hurt you?"

"Yes".

"When I spank you this morning, did you like it Adam?"

Adam's breathing was becoming labored. He felt like he was in complete submission, being totally controlled by Sauli. He had never experienced anything like this before. Sauli once again began to stroke Adam's thigh in the warm, silky water.

"Put your finger inside yourself Adam".

Adam bit his lower lip and moaned lightly as he slid a long finger inside his ass. His glass of wine slipped out of his hand and fell to the floor, spilling it's contents onto the rug. He had to grip the side of the tub to stabilize himself.

"Is your finger inside you Adam?"

"Yes".

"When I spank you this morning, did you like it Adam?"

Adam's lips were trembling, "Yes" he whispered.

"Do you want me to spank you again Adam?"

"Ummm".

"Do you?"

"Yes, please".

Sauli's hand snaked between Adam's widespread legs and began to stroke and fondle his balls.

"Does it feel good with your finger inside Adam?"

"Yes, yes".

 Adam was fully aroused and the head of his cock poked up through the water each time he lifted his hips and slid back down on his own finger. Sauli took the base of Adam's cock firmly in his strong hand.

"Put in another finger baby", Sauli rose up onto his knees and leaned over the tub to kiss Adam as he began to stroke his cock.

Adam moaned into Sauli's mouth as he slid another finger inside himself.

Sauli grabbed Adam's hair and pulled his head back onto the back of the tub increasing the strokes on Adam's cock with his other hand.

"Mmmmm...yes", Sauli whispered as he leaned down and licked Adam's extended neck.

Adam bucked his hips up, matching the rhythm of Sauli's strokes and back down, fucking his own fingers. The water in the tub splashed about violently.

Suddenly Adam's body tensed, his hips bucked up one last time, fucking into Sauli's firm grip and slammed back down onto his ass-fucking fingers. Adam had been horny all day long, he knew he was getting close.

"Oh God!!!!" Adam cried out as his orgasm exploded, his cum bubbling up out of the water then oozing all over Sauli's still pumping fist.

Sauli jerked Adam's head back by his hair and continued to pump his cock as Adam's body shuddered with each wave of his orgasm.

Finally Adam's body went limp in the water, he extracted his fingers and pulled Sauli to him, kissing him deeply and passionately.

"Ohhhh baby", Adam cooed.

"Would you like to go to the bed now Adam?"

"Yes".

Sauli helped Adam out of the tub, dried him off and led him to the bedroom. Adam's legs were shaky and he leaned on Sauli for support as they walked arm in arm.

Both men stood fully naked embracing and kissing passionately for several minutes. Adam felt like his knees may buckle when Sauli ran both his hands down the full length of his back cupping his asscheeks and gently tugging them apart.

"Lie down on your stomach for me baby".

Sauli had Adam lie face down on the bed in a spread-eagle position.

"You such sexy man baby".

Adam shook slightly with nervous anticipation. He was having trouble relinquishing control. He turned his head from side to side but couldn't see Sauli.  He finally decided to close his eyes and TRUST. He gripped the headboard with both hands and began some deep breathing as he felt Sauli climb onto the bed between his legs.

Sauli's hands gripped both of Adam's hips and began to lift them upwards.

"Lift up baby and pull your knees up towards you, spread your legs wide."

"Is that comfortable baby?"

"Yes", Adam could hear the nervousness in his own voice.

"Just relax baby", Sauli spoke in a reassuring tone.

Sauli now positioned himself between Adam's widespread legs and ass raised up to him. He began to swirl his hands on the asscheeks again, swirl, swirl, spread....swirl, swirl, spread. Sauli blew a stream of warm breath onto Adam's entrance. Adam gasped.

"Now we need a safe word baby. If you ever want me to stop just say safe word and I will stop."

"Ummmm...OK."

"What should safe word be? How about 'glitter'?" Sauli giggled and Adam couldn't help but giggle himself because it sounded so utterly silly.

"OK, 'glitter' it is." Adam said wondering to himself why in the world he would NEED a safe word.

Sauli began to kiss Adam's ass cheeks, spreading them apart while intermittently flicking his tongue down and around his balls all the while his hand swirled circles on the asscheek that he had slapped that morning. Adam felt the goosebumps rise up on his skin.

Suddenly Adam felt the hot wetness of Sauli's mouth envelope his entrance. His body melted and a loud moan escaped his lips. Sauli swirled his tongue on Adam's rim and sucked him. The swirling hand suddenly disappeared....Adam felt the rush of air as the hand came down with a resounding SMACK on his ass so hard it caused his head to bang into the headboard. Adam cried out in pain as Sauli moaned into his ass and insert his tongue into Adam's hole.

Adam's brain felt hot, like it was melting. Tears stung his eyes as his moans got louder. He realized he was grinding his ass back into Sauli's face as the pain seared his mind while the pleasure teased his groin.

Sauli buried his face between Adam's asscheeks tongue-fucking him as he spread Adam's legs wider with his arms, his hands in search of the tender flesh of Adam's inner thighs.

Adam buried his face into the sheet to muffle the sound. He held tight to the headboard and continued to grind his ass into Sauli's hot face.

"Oh God baby......"

Sauli suddenly pinched Adam's inner thighs....HARD.

Adam's cry of pain had not even subsided when suddenly another hard slap on his ass. Sauli's tongue dug deeper into him.

"Oh God...damn baby...it hurts!"

Adam realized he was beginning to cry but at the same time he was so turned on he couldn't stop...he didn't want it to stop.

"Fuck baby....do it again!"

Adam rocked his body into Sauli's penetrating tongue yearning to feel the intense rush the spanking was giving him.

Sauli obliged with another slap, even harder than before.

Adam screamed into the sheet frantically searching his brain trying to recall what the safe word was.

"Ohhhh God!!" Adam sobbed into the sheet.

Suddenly Sauli disappeared. Adam was breathing heavily into the sheet, panting and gasping.

"Where???? Where did you go?" He whined.

Adam felt 2 warm, lubed fingers slide into him.

"Do you like me finger you Adam?"

"Ohhhh yesss baby".

Sauli delivered another hard smack as he plunged his fingers deep into Adam's ass.

Adam moaned and spoke into the sheet rocking his body into Sauli's fingers working his ass so expertly.

"Oh God, oh God, oh God!"

Adam became vaguely aware of Sauli's free hand swirling circles on his inner thigh, he opened his mouth to protest when his voice was stolen from his throat momentarily.  The pinch was strong and sustained and Adam likened the pain to that of a branding iron. Sauli's fingers simultaneously massaged Adam's prostate sending waves of pleasure coarsing through his veins. His mouth flew open involuntarily as a loud bellow escaped his throat.

"Ohhhhh yes baby", Sauli chanted.

"Now, now, now....you are ready now baby".

Before Adam realized what was happening Sauli launched into a series of slaps on his ass and the back of his thighs, each one so hard it caused Adam's head to slam into the headboard. The fingers continued to fuck him and apply delicious pressure to his prostate. Fuck, fuck, fuck......slap....fuck, fuck, fuck,.....slap! The pleasure and the pain....the pain was winning.

Adam cried into the sheet resisting the urge to reach back and push Sauli away from him. It was becoming unbearable, he searched his memory for the safe word....."what the fuck was it?" he screamed inside his mind...."glitter...yes glitter, glitter, glitter, glitter" he screamed to himself but didn't let the word escape his lips. "Not yet, not yet...just hold on..get yourself under control" he coached himself in his mind while he screamed into the sheet.

Somewhere inside Adam's brain the sensations of pleasure and pain began to swirl around and become intertwined, he felt a new feeling spread over him, warm like a blanket, dreamy like an array of kaleidescopic colors.

"Ohhh yesssss baby", Adam cooed as his sobs subsided. He felt high, floating, dreaming. His cock was rock hard and swayed beneath him.

Suddenly the fingers disappeared, strong hands gripped his hips as Sauli's long, hard cock slid into him.

"Mmmmmmmmm", Adam cooed into the sheets still sniffing from crying.

Sauli fucked Adam hard, he made love to him with intensity and passion.  His hands dug into Adam's hips as he pulled out and slammed back into him repeatedly. Adam gave himself completely to Sauli. He spread his arms wide on the bed, clinging to the sheets as his head grazed the headboard with each resounding thrust.

"Ohhh God baby, you fuck me so goooooood!"

Sauli was grinding into him, speaking loudly in Finnish, Adam felt a swirl of heat in his belly that spread to his loins.

"Honey.....I come!" Sauli cried out as he seized Adam's hips and thrust into him hard, slamming Adam's head into the headboard.

Adam moaned loudly as he felt the warmth of Sauli's love explode inside him just as his own orgasm built and spent itself on the sheet, shuddering his body and causing him to fall flat on the bed with Sauli lying full on top of him,  the cock still twitching in his ass.

The two men lie in this crumpled heap, panting and breathing heavily for several minutes. Sauli's lips found the sweaty nape of Adam's neck and kissed it gently.

"Oh Adam...I love you baby. Thank you for trusting me".

Sauli carefully removed himself from Adam and rose from the bed. He returned with a warm washcloth and sat on the side of the bed. Adam winced when the washcloth came into contact with his love wounds. Sauli carefully washed Adam and inspected the marks. He gently kissed each and every one then climbed up and lay beside Adam.

Adam turned his head to look at his lover. His face was streaked with sweat and tears, his eyeliner smeared. Sauli smoothed a damp lock of hair out of Adam's eyes.

"Are you OK my love?"

Adam lay like a ragdoll, he had never felt more spent or more satisfied in his entire life. He was barely able to speak.

"Yes baby...." he whispered, "I'm more than OK".

"The pleasure and the pain, I get it now."

Adam shakily lifted his upper body and turned to look at the marks on his backside.

"Damn.....wow....I definitely get it now." He said as he smiled sweetly at Sauli.

"I love you baby."

Adam took Sauli into his arms and began to kiss him passionately. His hand traveled slowly down his lovers back finding the asscheek....he began to swirl little circles.....

The End

 

 

 

 

 

 

Insatiable Adam

Note: This is a work of fiction inspired by a couple of tweets. It is not meant to disrespect Adam or his relationship. Wish them nothing but sweet, sexy times together :)

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Adam and Sauli both put on their plush, white hotel robes after enjoying a long hot shower and some awesome shower sex.

"Let's watch a movie" Adam said as he picked up the remote and plopped down on the couch.

"Yes a movie would be nice" Sauli said. "Would you like me to fix you a drink?"

"Yes doll, that would be great! You make the yummiest margaritas!"

"Could you also bring me my slippers?" Adam joked.

"Yes love, of course I will."

Adam leaned his head back on the couch and closed his eyes just listening to the ice tinkle in the glass as Sauli prepared his drink. A long smile spread across his face. Adam loved having his man do special things for him. He was loving everything about this relationship...

He opened his eyes to find Sauli standing there with the drink in one hand and slippers in the other. This was truly a dream come true.

"Here you go love", Sauli said as he handed Adam the drink and got down on his knees to put the slippers on Adam's large feet. "Now let's get these on so your feet don't get cold".

"Haha I was teasing about the slippers....but thank you dear".

Adam gazed at Sauli looking so deliciously subservient positioned at his feet. He couldn't resist the urge to tease him a bit.

"Mmmmmmmmm", Adam moaned as he licked salt from the rim of his glass and took a long suck of liquid through the pink straw. Adam looked at Sauli mischeviously over the rim of his glass, "You look really sexy down there baby". He continued to lick the salt from the rim of his glass and take long sucks through the straw, never taking his eyes off Sauli's.

"But we just have sex in the shower", Sauli said smiling at Adam.

"I know but I'm insatiable baby", Adam said as he spread his legs wider, placing both feet on either side of Sauli's knees.

"Insatiable? What does it mean?" Sauli looked perplexed.

"It means I can't get enough of you....it means I want you over and over and over again..." Adam's breath caught in his throat as he felt Sauli's hands on his thighs pushing the robe aside as he slowly slid them upwards. Adam placed his drink on the table beside him, untied the robe and splayed it open, exposing his full naked body and growing erection.

"Oh baby" Adam whispered as he watched Sauli's hands travel all over his body.

"Ohhhh yes baby", He kicked the slippers off his feet and spread his legs wider still. "Your mouth...I want your mouth baby!"

"I taste you now", Sauli spoke with a thick accent, "feel my breath upon your thighs".

Adam felt goosebumps rise on his skin and heat spread over his entire body as Sauli's warm, wet mouth came in contact with his tender inner thigh....licking, sucking, biting.

Adam bit his lip as he took his cock into his own hand, slowly stroking himself while Sauli expertly licked and sucked his balls. Sucking one into his mouth and then the other, over and over again.

"Oh fuck baby that feels so good...." Adam writhed his hips in pleasure and threw his head back as Sauli began to lightly lick the tip of his cock, now fully erect and engorged. Sauli's mouth was hot and wet as he flicked the rim of Adam's cock with his tongue.

Adam couldn't resist the urge and stuck two fingers in Sauli's mouth getting them wet "Ohhhh baby will you suck me now?" Adam's words came in gasps as he felt himself being overtaken by the pleasure.

"You're gonna suck my cock right now!" He placed one hand on the back of Sauli's head and fed his cock slowly into Sauli's hot, wet mouth with the other.

Adam released a spurt of pre-cum the moment Sauli's mouth enveloped the head of his cock. "Mmmmmmmmm" Sauli moaned.

Adam stroked the base of his cock while guiding Sauli's head up and down. He had to be careful not to force too hard, just enough to feel the head of his cock touch the back of Sauli's throat. "Yessss...just like that...nice and slow" Adam cooed as he guided Sauli's mouth down his cock, while jacking his hand up to meet lips each time.

Gradually quickening the pace, Adam's fingers were now entwined in hair. He felt himself losing control jerking Sauli's head down on his cock faster and faster, jacking himself into Sauli's mouth with the other hand. "Ohhh fuck yes baby...you suck me so damn good!"

Adam didn't want to choke his sweet boyfriend. "Come here baby" He said as he let go of Sauli's hair and pulled him up to him. "You're so damn good baby...". Adam sat Sauli on him, straddling his belly, untied his robe and pushed it off to the floor, running his hands over Sauli's chest and arms. "You're so beautiful" he said as he pulled Sauli to him and kissed him long and hard. Adam's hand found Sauli's hard cock and stroked it gently as both men moaned into each other's mouth. "Mmmmmmm..." Adam pulled off the kiss, his lips found Sauli's ear and he whispered "Do you want to fuck me?"

Sauli opened his mouth to speak and Adam slipped two fingers in, soaking them in saliva. He held Sauli's head with his ear to Adam's mouth as he reached around to massage Sauli's entrance. Adam was pleased to find that he was still warm, wet and open from the shower and he easily inserted two fingers inside. He held Sauli's head close to his and he heard Sauli gasp and speak something in Finnish that Adam didn't understand.

Adam whispered into Sauli's ear as he fingered him "Yes baby, you're so hot and tight" He inserted a third finger and Sauli arched his back. "You're gonna fuck me baby....you tell me when".

"Now...now" Sauli whispered. Adam removed his fingers and lifted Sauli up, positioning the ass over his cock. He slowly lowered Sauli onto him slipping his cock inside. "Oh fuck baby" Adam spoke in a high voice. Sauli cried out...more Finnish. Goddamn that was so hot it was driving Adam insane.

Adam threw his arms over his head onto the back of the couch "Do me" he said as Sauli's strong arms pinned his down.

Sauli began to ride Adam's cock slowly at first, then faster. Words were flowing out of both men's mouths...curse words, sex words, Finnish words. Adam bucked his hips fucking into Sauli letting the submissiveness overtake him. He leaned his head back, offering his neck to his lover. Sauli began to lick and kiss and bite his neck, breathing Finnish words all over his skin.

Sauli's hot ass was squeezing Adam's cock so tight, his sweat was dripping onto Adam's neck as he fucked him harder and harder. Adam was getting lost in the ecstasy. Words were coming out of his mouth and he didn't even know what they were. He loved being pinned down and fucked by Sauli. He felt his thighs begin to quiver and he knew he was about to lose control but he didn't want to, not just yet.

Suddenly Adam wrestled his arms from Sauli's strong grip and stood up, holding Sauli firmly by the ass and still on his cock. He moved to a plush rug in front of the fireplace and dropping to his knees carefully lowered Sauli onto his back. Adam slowly pulled out and said "I want to fuck you hard baby...be right back...don't move!" Adam sprinted naked to the bedroom of their suite to get some lube.

He lubed up his fingers and shoved three into Sauli...hard. Adam fingered Sauli, taking care to nudge his prostate repeatedly. He groaned with pleasure watching Sauli respond to him, moaning and writhing on the rug his beautiful arms raised above his head.

Adam took Sauli's cock into his mouth in one gulp. Deep-throating Sauli was easy for Adam and he did not hold back. His eyes locked on Sauli's as he both sucked him and finger-fucked him. Sauli's eyes held a look of disbelief as he spoke in Finnish, spoke in tongue...Adam didn't even know what he was saying but it was wicked hot!

Suddenly Sauli cried out "I come! I come!" Adam moaned and swallowed on Sauli's cock as he massaged his prostate harder. He felt Sauli's body go tense and his orgasm explode into his mouth, hot cum hitting the back of his throat. "Ahhhhhhh" Sauli cried. Over and over his hips fucked into Adam's face, his head whipping from side to side.

Adam continued to gently suck Sauli's cock until his body relaxed and his orgasm was spent. He slowly removed his fingers and immediately replaced them with his throbbing cock. Not a word was spoken.

Adam placed his arms underneath Sauli's knees and rolled him up, leaning over him and placing his hands on either side of Sauli's head.

Adam felt like he was going to cry as he began to fuck his beautiful boyfriend. The pleasure was so intense. He began to chant "Yes, Yes, Yes" with each thrust, his bottom lip began to quiver. He kissed Sauli hard and wet as he fucked him, sucking his tongue into his mouth. Sauli reached around and took hold of Adam's ass, pulling him deeper inside.

"Oh God baby!!!" Adam pounded Sauli harder and harder, their sweaty bodies making a slapping sound. "Yes, yes, yes....fuck yes" Adam chanted through gritted teeth. Sauli spoke in Finnish, something Adam had heard him say before. He knew what it meant: 'Come for me'. "Oh fuck baby...oh fuck, fuck, fuck...I'm gonna come!"

"Come for me", Sauli said, spoken in English this time.

When Adam came he cried out so loud he knew the other people in the hotel probably heard him but he didn't care. His orgasm exploded inside his lover and he saw fireworks! He rode a kaleidoscopic, purple hazed, wave of ecstasy like he had never experienced before in his life! Face to face, eyes locked on each other, Adam shuddered into Sauli again and again and again.

As his spasms subsided he collapsed. He buried his face into Sauli's neck as he felt the tears stinging his eyes. He spoke in a jagged whisper, "baby" was all he could say.

After a while Adam slowly removed himself and climbed up beside Sauli on the rug. He rolled him over on his side to inspect his back for rug burn. Adam applied little kisses to the growing red marks on Sauli's back. He snuggled up behind Sauli, wrapped his long leg around him and whispered into his ear, "Now THAT was a Finnish Fuck Fest".

The End :)

stuff I'm writing for Adam

Moving from my other VOX blog...originally published various dates

just some snippets that I wrote yesterday. I'm searching for some I tweeted a while back that were really good but I can't find them...snippets separated by asterisks

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Look, but don't touch me
Touch, but don't judge me
Hold, but don't squeeze me
Idolize...do you really wanna be me?
Open your eyes...do you really even see me?
You can want me but don't covet me
You can love me but don't need me
Do you love me?
Do you love me?
I want you to love me

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Written 1/10/10  

Embrace me
You can taste me
I know I'm a new flavor

Feel my eyes
are they getting through to you?
Read my lips
Oh God I want you, I want you....to

Love me darling
But don't get too close
Need me baby
But it's not supposed to be this way
So tell me
What am I supposed to say?

What am I supposed to say?
When you look at me that way?
Just love me...

 Encase me
Never to replace me
I am the one you want to savor

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It's so disturbing
How you always hang around
I'm not allowed to let you down
I'm here to please you

It's so disturbing
Your fascination's always there
I'm not a clown but do you care
Let me entertain you

Feel my eyes
are they getting through to you?
Read my lips
Oh God I want you, I want you....to

Love me darling
But don't get too close
Need me baby
But it's not supposed to be this way
So tell me
What am I supposed to say?

It's so disturbing
The approval that I seek
But you're not allowed to speak
Just feed me

It's so disturbing
That I don't remember yesterday
Or even let you try to find a way
To please me

But you don't own me
You don't know me
I'm not your pet
I'm not your prize
I'm not your pretty toy....anymore

Feel my eyes
are they getting through to you?
Read my lips
Oh God I want you, I want you....to

Love me darling
But don't get too close
Need me baby
But it's not supposed to be this way
So tell me
What am I supposed to say?

What am I supposed to say?
When you look at me that way?
Just love me...

To Berlin with Love

Moving from my other VOX blog...originally published on May 23rd, 2010.

Adam was roused from a light sleep by the feeling that someone was staring at him. He looked to his left, across the aisle to see Tommy Joe quickly snap his eyes shut. Adam smiled to himself and closed his eyes....remembering...

The London show in Heaven the night before was fantastic. The crowd was very fired up and Adam, his band and dancers really felt the love. Afterwards, the whole crew went to a club to celebrate. Tommy Joe lost track of his water to alcohol ratio and quickly became inebriated. Ever valiant, Adam took on the role of caretaker for drunk Tommy. He held him steady while they waited for their cab and Tommy wrapped his arms around Adam and held on tight. Back at the hotel Adam walked Tommy to his room, took off his boots and his jacket and helped him into bed. Adam pulled the covers up to Tommy's chin and tucked him in snugly. "Thank You" Tommy whispered. "Sure honey! That's what friends are for! Get some sleep doll we have an early flight." Adam bent down and kissed Tommy on the tip of his nose. Adam gazed at Tommy for a second, smiling to himself at how cute he looked, then turned to leave. "Adam...wait...Adam, I love you man...I really do." "I love you too Glitterbaby...nite-nite".

Adam was jolted as the plane touched down. He glanced over at Tommy, "Yay Berlin!" "What happens in Berlin stays in Berlin" Tommy joked. "So how are you feeling tequilla eyes?" Adam flashed Tommy a knowing smile and gave him a little wink. Tommy became a little flushed, whipped out his shades and slid them onto his face. "I'm locked and loaded and ready to roll!"

When the gang arrived at their hotel it was around 9pm. They had an early appearance on a television show so Monte suggested they all have dinner together before hitting the hay. "You guys go ahead, I'm really tired and really wired, I think I'll just order something and eat in my room." Adam excused himself and bid them all good-night. Once in his suite Adam went through his normal short stay unpacking ritual, changed into some comfy clothes and called room service. He ordered some whiskey, some water and a steak salad. Adam situated himself on the bed, propped up on some pillows and got the TV remote to check out the movies that were available. He set Avatar to start in 30 minutes and closed his eyes. Lying perfectly still he began some deep breathing, in through the nose and out through the mouth, slowly. Just as Adam began to feel relaxed there was a knock at his door. The waiter let himself into the room calling out "Room service?". "Come on in" Adam said without opening his eyes. The waiter rolled the serving cart into the room and began to set up Adam's dinner on the table. When he was done he stood at the side of the bed and asked Adam if he needed anything else. "No. I think I'm good. Thank you very much." Adam reached for his wallet on the bedside table and handed the waiter a fifty dollar bill. "Thank you sir" the waiter said as he bowed and turned to leave. "Could you put out the do not disturb sign on my door please?" Adam asked. "Yes, of course, sir. Have a good evening".

Adam sat down at the table and poured himself a whiskey. He took a long drink and savored the slight burn as the smooth liquid went slowly down his throat. "Mmmmmm". Adam began eating his salad as his movie started. Two bites in he heard another knock at his door. Feeling slightly annoyed Adam went to see who it was. When he opened the door he was pleasantly surprised to see Tommy. "Hi!" Tommy said "Want some company?" "Sure! I have steak and whiskey...wanna share it with me?" "Cool...two of my favorite things" Tommy said as he shut the door behind him. Adam noticed Tommy was wearing shorts and a t-shirt, "Did you not go to dinner with the gang?" "Nah...not really in the mood for noise and crowd tonight". "I hear ya buddy". Adam poured Tommy a whiskey and they had a little toast. "To Berlin!" Adam said as he raised his glass in the air to meet Tommy's. Adam collected a nice bite of salad with a juicy piece of steak onto the fork and offered it to Tommy. Tommy wrapped his lips around the fork and slid the food off slowly, gazing naughtily into Adam's eyes. "Mmmmm...that's really good". Adam and Tommy ate the salad, taking turns giving each other bites and sipping on their whiskey while they watched Avatar. Adam smiled broadly at Tommy, "Check my teeth?" "They're good" Tommy said and showed Adam his own teeth for inspection. "You're good too doll" Adam said.

They took the whiskey and moved over to the bed to watch the rest of the movie. They propped up on a million pillows and Adam turned off the lights. Only the light from the TV flickered in the room. "This is nice" Adam smiled at Tommy. "Yes it is" Tommy said. Sometime later Adam awoke to find Tommy snuggled close to him, his head nestled in Adam's underarm, sleeping, with a very peaceful look on his face. Tommy's hand was lying on Adam's stomach, one leg draped across Adam's. He tried hard to remain still so as not to wake Tommy. He just wanted to look at him for a while.

Adam contemplated what this all meant in terms of their relationship. The chemistry between he and Tommy was undeniable from the moment they met but over the past few months they had developed a very close friendship and a real connection. Whether or not Tommy is straight, gay or bi doesn't even matter to Adam because the bond is there, the attraction is there and there's no denying it. Adam has known this for a while but chose to lay back and let fate take the reins. He had no idea what would happen or if anything would happen and he liked that feeling of being suspended in anticipation and the freedom to just let it happen. His hopes that Tommy would eventually broach the subject were apparently coming to fruition tonight.

Adam realized he was stroking Tommy's hair and felt Tommy's hand begin to move on his stomach. Gliding slowly Tommy's fingers gingerly slid underneath Adam's t-shirt. Adam felt the goosebumps rise up on his skin at Tommy's gentle touch. His breath caught in his throat and he felt a rush through his veins! Adam decided to remain passive and let Tommy explore. There was not a sound in the room as the movie had ended. Adam could only hear Tommy's breathing get heavier as his fingers stroked Adam's skin. A finger brushed across Adam's nipple and a gasp escaped his lips. "Tommy" he whispered, his lips in Tommy's hair "Baby....that feels so good". Tommy did not speak and did not look up. Adam could feel Tommy getting hard against his leg as his fingers slid slowly across the waist of Adam's pants. Adam's own erection was growing and he shivered at the thought of Tommy touching his cock. He wanted Tommy to look at him, he needed to see his eyes! He kissed Tommy's hair and moved down to his forehead gently kissing and trying to direct Tommy's face towards him. "Baby can you look at me?" Adam spoke sweetly and softly. Tommy's hand suddenly stopped stroking and reached towards Adam's face. Adam took Tommy's hand into his and brought it to his lips. Adam kissed the tips of Tommy's fingers and slid them across his wet lips. When Adam slid his tongue in between Tommy's fingers he looked up, locking his gaze upon Adam's. Tommy watched as Adam slid his tongue up and down his fingers and slowly sucked each one into his mouth. Tommy's mouth moved closer and closer, involuntarily drawn to Adam's. Their eyes were locked upon each other's as Adam worked his oral magic on Tommy's virgin hand. Tommy was breathing heavily and suddenly pulled his hand from Adam's grasp. Adams lips were red and shiny and Tommy slid his fingers across them while biting his own lip. Adam knew that Tommy was curious. Adam knew that Tommy wanted to kiss him. But Adam knew that Tommy was tormented and confused.

Adam took Tommy's hand into his and snaked their fingers together, intertwined. "Tommy, babe, tell me what you want" Adam whispered, their lips just inches apart. Finally Tommy spoke, in a quiet, breathy whisper "I want....I want....." he struggled to get the words out, "I want this..." and brushed his lips against Adam's. Sparks flew between them...instant electricity! "I want...this" Tommy said again, louder this time and kissed Adam gently, lingering just a second, their eyes still locked upon each other's. "Oh God Adam...I want....this" Tommy kissed him again and Adam felt Tommy's tongue brush his lips. "Damn..." Adam thought to himself...he was having a hard time maintaining his composure at this point and his cock was pulsating in his pants. "Do you want to kiss me baby?" Adam asked taking Tommy's face into his hands.  "Oh God I want to kiss you so fucking bad!" Tommys lips were flush with Adam's and suddenly he was climbing on top of Adam, straddling him. "Fuck..." Adam said just as Tommy's tongue slid into his mouth. Adam melted into the kiss which was long and hard and wet and ravenous! Groans and moans escaped both mens' mouths as their tongues explored and danced together. Tommy's body was writhing on top of Adam's, his ass pressing on Adam's rock hard cock. Adam reached around and grabbed Tommy's ass and pressed him down hard. A jagged moan emanated from Tommy's mouth, still wide open, pressed hard against Adam's mouth. Adam could feel Tommy's cock pressing on his stomach. Finally Tommy slid his lips down Adam's neck and began to gently suck, breathing heavily into Adam's ear. "Oh shit baby I'm going to fucking come" Adam leaned his head back, offering up his throat to Tommy's mouth. Tommy pulled Adam's shirt off over his head and began to lick and suck his beautiful neck. "Oh God Adam" Tommy spoke into Adam's skin "I want you to come....I want to make you come....I want you to come all over me....I've fantasized about it!" "Fuck...are you sure?" Adam didn't know why he was asking that question because he was pretty damn sure Tommy was sure and he knew he was damn sure too! "Yes...God yes...I'm sure!"

Tommy slid off of Adam and sat back for a second. Breathing hard, both speechless their eyes locked together. "There's no going back..." Tommy leaned over and kissed Adam's stomach, swirling his tongue in Adam's navel and gliding it slowly downwards. "Can we take these off?" Tommy whispered into Adam's skin, tugging at the waist of the pajama pants Adam was wearing. Adam lifted up and pulled his pants down to his knees, Tommy pulled them off and threw them on the floor. Tommy just stared, his mouth trying to form some words, Adam now lying fully naked in front of him. "Adam...you're so beautiful...oh my God!" Adam pulled Tommy to him and kissed him again, softly and gently. Tommy pulled off and his lips found Adam's ear "I don't know how.....I want to make you come...how do I do it?" Tommy whispered, sounding distressed and shaking, his hand gliding down touching Adam's chest, his stomach, then his thigh..."Just do what you know...do what feels comfortable....it's me baby, I'm not going to judge you" Adam said in a reassuring tone that instantly set Tommy at ease. "Just touch me baby." Adam gently guided Tommy's hand to his cock and began to assist in stroking it. Together they stroked Adam's cock while Adam kissed and stroked Tommy's hair. "Mmmmm....baby you're doing good" Adam whispered. Soon Adam let Tommy take over. He raised his hands above his head and grabbed ahold of the headboard and began to move his hips in rhythm with Tommy's strokes. Adam bit his lip as he watched Tommy's hand move up and down his cock. "Oh fuck yes baby, you're doing damn good!" Adam began to sense the feeling of Tommy's hot breath on his cock and noticed that Tommy was inching his mouth closer and closer...."Oh my God if his mouth touches my cock I'm going to explode" Adam thought to himself. "I want to taste you Adam...I want to so bad" Tommy said and looked up into Adam's eyes in search of approval. "Oh God..." was all Adam could say. Tommy's strokes and Adam's hips were in perfect sync....suddenly Adam felt Tommy's warm, wet lips brush the head of his cock. "Yes baby...oh God yes that's good".  Adam knew it was not going to be long until he came. This was way too hot! He wanted it to last forever but he knew he couldn't hold out much longer! Tommy's strokes were getting faster, his lips tighter as he was taking in more of Adam's cock each time he went down. Tommy was moaning with Adam's cock in his mouth. "Oh shit...oh baby I'm going to come!!" Adam had to resist the urge to straight up fuck Tommy's mouth it felt so damn good. Tommy pulled off just long enough to say "Come for me...please come for me!!!" Tommy plunged Adam's cock into his mouth and stroked harder and faster, covering the entire length of Adam's cock with his mouth and his hand. Tight, slick, hot, wet....Adam's mind was spinning!!! "Oh fuck yes baby I'm going to come!!" He held tight to the headboard and arched his back one last time. "Ohhhh I'm coming...oh FUUUUCK!!!!" Tommy pulled off just at that moment and let Adam's come spray his lips and face then he licked and sucked as Adam fucked into his mouth repeatedly until his orgasm was spent.

to be continued...     

An Open Letter to Adam Lambert and all Glamberts

Originally written on Twitlonger.

 

On Sunday 27th June 2010, @number8gurl said:

@adamlambert I just got home from Foxwoods last night and I just wanted to say thank you for everything! I had the most fabulous time ever!! The joy of the trip was two-dimensional for me. Of course, seeing you live for the very first time was beyond amazing. I didn't have the best seat but I could see you and I could hear your incredible vocals. I swooned and swayed, cried a little, smiled a huge smile, sang along, danced along and fist pumped along with you! It was SO MUCH FUN and when it was over I felt spent, satisfied but still wanting more! You are an amazingly gifted performer and give so much of yourself every night. It's very obvious that this tour is your life right now, your 'wife' if you will LOL and I just want you to know that your fans REALLY appreciate this but because we love you the way that we do we also worry about you and want you to try and find some time here and there to just 'be' and have some fun for yourself. Take care of yourself and get rest!

Now I must talk about the amazing people I met for the very first time. Over this past year or so I've been talking to these people online pretty much every day. We were all brought together by our love and passion for you and your music. We vote and request and purchase as a group; we work on fan sites; we share videos and links and discuss and 'flail' together; we're all learning together how to navigate this tricky road that is radio; we watch, read and listen to interviews and marvel at your intelligence, your ability to articulate and your wicked sense of humor; we salivate with nervous anticipation whenever you are going to be on television; we promote you across the internet; we defend you (when necessary). We share our love for you and how you have inspired us individually (these stories are always surprisingly similar no matter how different the people may be). We are an amazingly diverse group of people, a community if you will. There are the leaders and the followers; there are the organizers and worker bees and the cowboys that keep us moving as a group in the right direction; there are those that constantly spread positivity, light and love and those that provide a calming voice of reason when necessary; there are those with special talents that share their art with everyone; the more fortunate don't hesitate to help out those with lesser means and I personally have witnessed acts of extreme generosity; there are the more timid and soft-spoken who serve to help balance out things with the stronger personalities and more outspoken folks. All the bases are covered and it all works splendidly!

Because we are a functioning society we have the power to make things happen and we celebrate these triumphs! And BECAUSE we are a functioning society we are able to regroup and move forward when things don't go as we expected. We shun negativity, we don't accept failure. We are teenagers, young people, Mothers, Fathers, Grandparents, young, old, different nationalities and races from every state in the union and every country around the world! We carry forward in a joyous way with a common goal to support and promote someone that we believe in and share a deep love for....you Adam. For this, we thank you Adam, for just being you. You lead by example and that IS the purest, most honest, most effective form of leadership that exists in the world.

Even more phenomenal is that, over time, people within this Adam fandom have become friends. We have met people with whom we have things in common. Friendships have also been developed between the most unlikely of odd couples. We HAVE found, through your example, the ability to embrace our differences and find the common ground. It's incredibly interesting to talk to people from other walks of life, people from different countries and cultures. We share viewpoints and 'agree to disagree' at times. We love and support each other. For me personally I've been having a very difficult time with my 19 year old daughter and some things going on in her life that weren't what I had envisioned for her. These women, these amazingly compassionate women, many of whom have children themselves, have rallied around me and helped me deal with this situation. It's been extremely helpful and I'm so grateful for the love and support. So guess what Adam? You will probably be happy to know that we actually DON'T talk about you ALL of the time LOL. But you are at the center of it all, you are our passion and our love and you are what brought us together.

At Foxwoods I got to meet many of these amazing people for the very first time. It was as if we already knew each other (because we did). We hugged each other like old friends and took pictures together and laughed and danced together. We snuggled up at restaurant tables and talked about our love for you and how our families and 'real-life' people reacted to our 'obsession'. And after the concert we all met up at a club and had the ultimate group 'Adamgasm'. When they played 'If I Had You' and 'Whataya Want From Me' we all sang in unison at the top of our lungs! We clinked our glasses together in toasts and celebrated!!

I hereby declare that I'm no longer going to use the term 'real-life' to distinguish between people in my life and my Adam friends because these are the most 'real' people I've ever known! They have brought joy to my heart and added quality to my life!

I'm deeply moved and just wanted to say that it was so great meeting those that I got to meet. I hope to meet more of you. You are awesome, awesome people!

Adam I'd just like to thank you again for doing what you do (so perfectly), for being the amazing person that you are and for bringing us all together...connected in love.

Take care,
Love Stephanie aka Number8gurl

ps: I'll see you in Knoxville next week. I'm bringing my daughter with me :)